I havent seen a soul for a week - apart from a chat from my Neighbour Debs.
And now ive got the urge to bog off down the pub for a Cold Guiness.
Someone please tell me to stay in and get over it. Its no good telling me
to order a soft drink - cos i know damn well i wont.
Im missing the banter and laughs from the pub. Im Youtubed up to my ears,
and if i watch anymore TV i will go crazy.
Ive been dry almost a month now - Ive looked for an AA meeting but there
is none local this evening. I might even buy a bottle of alcohol free Shandy
or some Kaliber - at least i will get the taste for it.
Yeah - You are all correct. Im having a wobble. Think ill take the cat out the back for a while and get out
the flat. Sorry. Im seriously lacking human company at the moment…
Stay strong, the feeling of a relapse wont help anything.
Does a near beer help or just make it worse? I know someone who is doing amazing via just grabbing a near beer (from the grocery store, not in a bar) every so often (hes about 4 years sober now).
Hold on to yourself. “euphoric recall” is a great danger. Think of all the trouble alcohol has caused you. Think of the trouble it might get you in. Hold onto yourself.
Saw this a little late… As a fellow alcoholic, some thoughts/which hopefully turn into advice. You seem to like Guiness, which has roasted hops, similar to chocolate beans, and coffee beans. (If I recall what my Dad taught me awhile back.)
Coffee has detractors, but I love going to the local coffee shop, and it DOES make me feel BEAUTIFUL. You can “people watch” at a bare minimum, and it’s a change of scenery, and for me it forces me to take a short drive, too. Paying up for quality coffee does it for me, I swear it’s uplifting without the jitters.