So I guess am losing the battle against the wicked forces or chronic disease. I feel that I am no longer who I am. A broken heart that never heal. An oppressed mind that never liberate.
I start doing wrongful things such as stop attending Christian meetings and worrying about inheritance in the future. I am getting uneasy when things like these become out of control. Frankly, I don’t trust anyone, not even my close family member.
The inner voice keeps telling me lies, and indirectly or directly kills my will power.
You sound distressed, also symptomatic. I think you should tell your psychiatrist how you feel and what you’re thinking. It’s their job to fix it!
But really you sound like the illness is getting the upper hand. What’s been going on lately? Any big changes? Been taking meds?
@mortimermouse. I have just seen a psychiatrist few days ago. I am taking medication on time but the injection has been postponed for another two weeks because of scheduled flight. The situation got worse after I informed the authority that my family members had overstayed their visa and worked illegally. It is harsh and I cannot cope with it.
Thank you. I never think I will get such a warm reminder over the Internet.
You need your injection. You really do.
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