I feel like a failure and a loser still living with parents at 24. I feel as if ill never have my own life or my own apartment because of being dumb and not achieving enough in my life. Everything revolves around smarts and being intelligent I really dont want to feel alone anymore.all i wanted in my life was to be smart and intelligent. Instead im dumb witch schizophrenia. What a effing life.
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I think you will become more comfortable with yourself as you get older. You’re not a loser.
I felt like you did at that age @anon15119022. Then I set myself on recovering and I started getting better. You have to make the decision to make the progress.
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But i see everyone else doing much better then me and it makes me feel depressed. I cant stop compariny my life to them and feeling worthless becouse of it. I have made many stupid decisions due to being impulsive which i was nrver like before this illness. I feel even worse now then i ever did even when i was being picked on when i was younger for not being slow and for being a low acheiver and in bottom sets because i was dyslexic.
YouTube is a great resource if you’re trying to recover from anxiety. Therapy in a nutshell has some great content.
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I really just want to be normal again and have my normal brain back even if i wasnt the smartest. Sure beats being even dumber then before forgetting things and being impulsive
You’re wasting energy on envy that you could use for recovery. You only have so much energy - how do you want to spend it?
I dont know tbh. I want to learn a skill that i can actually do. Sometimes i wish i was mentally disabled just so that id have an excuse. I know its bad but im so jealous of everyone else
You’re either going to have to make a commitment to move past this, or resign yourself to feeling like this for life while worsening every year. Those are your choices. There’s nothing I or anyone else can do to help you here. This is a you thing.
Im really anxious at the moment i feel like im going down wards and nothing seems go be getting better. I feel like an imbacil
I dont know why im so jealous. Everyone has always been jealous of me and i feel slighted because im not perfect like they claim i am
Most young Adult living in Miami live with their parents, because they can’t afford average rent of an apartment even though they are working fulltime jobs.
Have you looked into lumosity.com? I think they have a lot of free games. It might help you to feel better. My thinking improved after two months, but unfortunately I played five times a week and got bored after two months. I recommend only doing it two or three times a week. Also, you aren’t a loser.
Don’t write your life off so soon. You still have a LOT of living to do. Watch out. You might end up like me - 65 years old and not having a thing to show for it. But I think that as long as you can keep your appreciation and enchantment with life you will still have lived a good life.
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