Enjoying life is hard but im going to try to do it

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bad anxiety and psychosis has felt like its ruined my ability to enjoy stuff, spending most of my time in my
room isolated in silence,

now i will try to go out and even if i am anxious i will try to enjoy every little moment never know when i am gonna die but i am constantly worried my life,
i will try to think happy and live in the moment and talk to people and not be isolated,

i am in a hotel right now in another state and i think i may go out today, i dont know how i spent 23 hours a day indoors for the past few years but i want to experience new things now and not force myself to be lonely and miserable,

im starting to feel like if i force myself to go out more and do things it will become normal for me and i wont be so awkward and anxious and regret going out every time i do

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It’s a life destroying disease. Do the best you can. :sunny:

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That sounds really healthy! Good luck!

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I really need to try so so hard aswell.watevevar happens happens.
I hope u will be successful in changing things. Best of luck @sigarino.

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Good plan. Practice makes perfect.

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I was worrying that since I turned 58 I would not enjoy life and that my fun is over. Actually it kinda turned into the opposite of that. I still got some good years left. Maybe I’ll find me a cute granny and live happily ever after.

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Every area needs a town square where people just go when they feel like socializing. I think they used to have something like that in the long long ago, the before times, when electricity wasn’t around.

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