I’ve been through too many voices to count and more times than not they end up killing themselves. I am at peace for a few seconds before the damming thought “ok whose next” comes up and I’m greeting by a curious and confused voice. In the beginning they were very negative and torturing, now that I’m more aware and I’ve grown a lot the voices are more positive. But they all seem to like telling me what to do and how to do it. I’m so tired of it. I had a good voice in my head that I called friend cause we would jam out together. One day he was playing a song in my head and I accidentally cut him off and played my own song. I was greeted with the feeling of someone crying in my arms and heaving and then he went away. Now I’m stuck with this dick.
Tell me about your voices
my voices initially were children’s shouting telling me to die. But it changed to saying only 2things, “no” & “don’t want”. And lastly, I almost hear no more voices now in this age of my time for me.
so from my perspective, voices content changes as you mature, or as your mental mindset changes.
I hear Goddess Annette, Isidore, Lucifer, Louisa, Jesus, Meher Baba, Mr Thoughtless, Ian Curtis, 27000 demons in one voice simultaneously and more. I mainly have good or neutral voices.
I have a running commentary on my actions all day long
Yes that’s so true. As I grow I find my voices growing along side me. They already know certain things rather than me having to teach them. It’s so much easier now but that makes it harder to get rid of
I had voices telling me to kill myself, led to an attempt actually. I’m happy it didn’t work out and I’m SO happy to hear you have no voices anymore. Was it the medication?
Wow that’s a lot. Bless you for being strong enough to go through that. I talked to God a few times but I had to realize it wasn’t him through certain thoughts that happened. I still get confused here and there cause I’m such a believer that I believe God has the power to do that. So it’s important that I differentiate and know when it’s a voice and when it’s God
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