Utterly depressed

Are you lost? This worked for me.

You are with great certainty, simply lost.

Please post here what works and continues to work for you.

Please don’t post anything or everything else.

Now, I’m 35 year old male and I will turn 36 next Jan 19th.

For the past 7 to 10 days I’ve been living a life I used to live when I was 16.

I am still unable to have interest and motivation because of anti-psychotic Olanzapine.

The anti-psychotic Olanzapine is not good for memory, it’s anti memory something.

Every night I take 20 mg Olanzapine.

Since birth my memory is bad.

My working memory doesn’t exist or almost nil.

My long term memory is completely bad.

When it’s Jan 2016 Jan 1st I get a thought, is it 2016 already, yesterday was 2015 Jan 1st.

My memory is that bad.

I struggled all my life with this or that

and my struggles are more pronounced starting from 19.

I’m not sure when Schizophrenia became more pronounced,

it’s there since birth or since I was taking shape in my Mother’s womb.

May be it ( Schizophrenia ) started being more pronounced when I was 19 year old male.

If you download my posts from my profile you will know that there is lots of

garbage or excess baggage and me being nonsensical through out my life.

I used some medication,

some health supplements

and, some nootropics.

I don’t want to post garbage here.

I just want to post what works and continues to work for me.

Selegiline 20 mg for depression

and, Vitamin B6 100 mg

and Olanzapine 20 mg for Paranoid type Schizophrenia.

So here is what works for me ( posted once more ).

Selegiline 20 mg for depression

Vitamin B6 100 mg -

When I first started B6 there was an amazing realization that B6 actually works from day one.

and last but not least…

Olanzapine 20 mg for Paranoid type Schizophrenia.

I’ve Schizophrenia + Depression.

Amygdala - Depression

is the cause of my VIOLENT Behavior.

Watch this video

from time 39 minutes 21 seconds to 40 minutes 24 seconds

39:21 to 40:24

Amygdala - Violence [ negative life ]