I still feel so awful though I had an ok sleep due to meds. I’m angry at hubby for not acting on common sense and taking me to hosp ital he just wants me to cope at home and I can’t. I can’t face the dishes I can’t make coffee I can’t eat I lost my appetite and I just …just…can’t anymore I don’t know how to carry on. It’s not possible to rest with a husband that relies on me for food and shopping and business etc. I can’t even pray my obligatory prayers I’m so dead . I don’t know how I’m going to get through another day .
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Can you call a taxi and get to ER? I think it’s a good idea that you get there somehow.
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Hey @Hadeda . I’m sorry that you are still struggling. All we can really do at this point is continue to urge you to try to get to hospital somehow and offer our sympathies. You really seem to need professional care at this juncture. I wish you the best.
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Thank you
My life is over
One thing I’ve recently learned is that when I’m feeling unwell, it feels like it will never end. And then it does end, if even only temporarily. “My life is over” is how I often felt recently until getting some help from the pdoc.
Are you on an anti-depressant?
I hope you feel some respite soon.
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I pushed on and yelled and told hubby I need to go to hospital my inlaws going to cum
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It’s 8:33 am here and I’m waiting .I have urge to go for walk just as I am barefoot in the cold
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When I am feeling overwhelmed, I do best when I isolate for 30 mins. A walk might be good but you should get some shoes 
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Hubby stillthinks I need to see a psychiatrist and not to go to hospital trying to convince me it’s not going to be helpful
Two I’m on two citalopramandmirtazapinebut
They work ok but I’m in hell now my life is over hubby going to phone pdoc at nine not my pdoc he said I know what goes on at hospital
Help me notthatithelpsnothingbelps
Hubby says my sister-in-law coming hubby says I must drink coffee notype on phone
Do you have a prn?
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Going to still take my morning meds hubbyupsetwith me becauseidontwant to drink coffee so maybe I will
Hesupsetwith me I’m such a burden my life is over
#my life is over
He says the hopsitql ewilltake my phone Sao I can’t type to the group days I will listen to the hospital but not him
You aren’t a burden, you are sick with a serious illness. You shouldn’t be expected to act perfectly, especially if you are having a hard time and are overwhelmed.
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I better have coffee and take my pills and waitgorsisterinallaw
Maybe tell your husband you need to lie down and go and rest until your relatives arrive as you are overwhelmed at the moment.
I’m struggling to understand this dynamic, but your husband is being unreasonable.
Is he insisting he talk to your psychiatrist? Or did I read that wrong?
You’re the patient. Not him. I would talk to them yourself. It sounds like he won’t be honest with the psychiatrist if he’s insisting you not go.
If you have anyone who can take you to the hospital who is not in his family, I’d try that first and foremost. Don’t tell him. Just go if you can.
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