I am very very anxious about my dr appointment tomorrow. I don’t trust her. She wants to see me suffer. I worry my therapist is in on it too now. She isn’t on my side, so it’s hard to know if I can trust her now either.
I don’t think I should say anything to my dr about this because if I do, she will do something really bad to me. I’m ■■■■■■.
Absolutely tell your doctor about your fears. Neither of them are out to get you, that’s the illness tricking your brain. Promise.
They are there to help. You can even read this post off to them. Any good doctor will be extra careful if they know you’re struggling with paranoia surrounding doctors and therapists.
I hope you feel better soon. What’s the appointment for?
Can you change doctors? I agree with bittercat but I think that might help you @anon90992146
How did you find your current doctor can you call your insurance and ask for an alternative?
Anyway bittercat is right you should be forthright with your doctor about your paranoia but still if your that uncomfortable and a switch could help why not do it?