Update : I was out in public again and I intentionally tried to be delusional again and feel like I was God, but it didn’t work. I felt normal. Guess that delusion has gone now.
I actually enjoyed that delusional feeling yesterday.
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Trying to be delusional is futile. As futile is to try to summon voices. I have tried to bring voices but I didn’t succeed. These things happen on their own
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I wasn’t trying to be rude. Just wanted to know your story. I told you my memories and reasons. Only thing I can do is predict the future as there is no evidence. I suffer from Cassandra’s dilemma I assume.
Considering that we all come from a single space in the pluridimensional universe, we are all alike in a way. Not completelly accurate, tho.
Creation had a positive IQ, so it created plurallity.
It would be hard to experience several lifes, considering that we all feel each other vibrations. Cunundruns would happen and kill people all the time, and by the time you would be here you would be deeead. Which is not true, considering that you are here.
In simple words: Nuclei were created and you are one of them. Try to understand plurality and theorize how god created it all. Its quite fun.
People feel like God when they’re high on endorphins from mania. It’s not a big deal.
I hope you don’t take this the wrong way, but I think you are either truly schizophrenic and trying to fool yourself (and us) or trolling. Just my thoughts. I mean we are on the internet and this is a forum.
Your doctor said you had it. I was in your position with lack of insight too. I know I cannot convince or help you otherwise.
Personally, I never hear voices or hallcuinate. I just have unsual beliefs too that no one believes. I just call them delusions. I’ve been beat down over time by many folks even here who say I’m delusional. Hell, I even had an idiot doctor say I heard voices even though I did not. He said I hallucinated too. Gave me NMS. Like John Nash, resistance is futile. I just accept it now. I lost the battle. I just avoid these crap-shoots and live my life. They make 500k playing god with peoples lives. I’m much better at home and taking my meds and avoiding the uncessarily hardship and medical bills.
I honestly think some of my delusions are true. Some I know, some I do not.
It’s hard not to think you are a God when people tell you this. I mean not in this life or most lives (if you believe in ‘reincarnation’). I mean they think the Bitcoin creator is some sort of God just like Isaac Newton was in the math community-- the greatest scientist of all time…
It’s hard when you are running the simulation and can create things and destroy things and manipulate things outside like a video game and the inhabitants are us. I never truly figured out everything or the tech. It’s just aliens playing God. It’s amazing and truly scary when you can see and predict the future. I mean I think we’re heading war, solar flare, alien invasion in the next 3 years. 2023. Humanity is out of control. We could be heading for a computer reset like in a video game. I don’t know. I experience consciousness transfer so I have multiple consciousness in me. Like before 2013, I was in a parallel universe living billions of lives and then came back to this reality with a mind wipe. I’m remembering stuff now. Even remember the British winning again in the future.
It could be a combinations of endorphins (even now) but I’m not manic. I don’t experience mania.
I have unusual religious beliefs. I mean I was tortured by aliens to believe in Christianity. I read some of Swerdlow’s views (Montauk) on Christianity and it sounds right, but I cannot accept it anymore. That Christianity and religion in general was created by ET and they play God with it and enforce it.
The thinking you’re God stuff is just wishful thinking.
Sikhism states that we are forms of God but not the big G God himself. It wouldn’t make sense that the source of all creation be a particular individual on the planet, such that if he dies everything ceases to exist.
Its bcz of high dopamine and its a step closer to suicide.
There’s a difference between being called a god, feeling like a god, and acting like a god. I mean notice the ‘a’. I believe in the big G, but I don’t claim to know anything about it or how it works. I thought at one point it was a computer (quantum AI) or evn just quantum phyiscs/mind. But there are some people who think deeply about the ‘Godmind’. There are advanced races (from my perspective) that act and have god-like powers. Notice the ‘god-like’ phrase.
It’s definitely possible to build a simulation. It’s not impossible. Same thing with inception.
It’s pretty naive to think we are the most advanced species or only species in the universe. I find it funny. In the end, we’ll see who is right. I expect I’ll be recognized some day and probably have my own wikipedia page lol.
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