Option 4: This is a simulation, everyone in it is a fairly distant form of God, but not the highest form. He sometimes comes by and visits personally, but you usually can’t tell how.
Dude you sound very unwell take your Meds or talk to your psych about the meds and why you dont want to take them but you must get help before everything spirals out of control and you may become a danger to yourself
I’m never taking aps ever again in my life, unless I get sectioned again. Aps are poison to me. They lowered my testosterone and emasculated me. Plus I was still delusional whilst on meds so maybe I am treatment resistant. I remember the mother ■■■■■■■ dr at the hospital gave me depakote cos he thought I had schizo affective when I actually have schizophrenia. Depakote also made me hear voices I think.
I think aliens play God. I believe there is a real God. I never thought I was a real God. But I feel like i tried or had the opportunity to build a simulation or run or split it off. I guess i felt like a lesser god. I have a religion. It benefits me because the reptilians and greys kept attacking and possessing me.
Perhaps God sent me a message around August 27th 2011. He said he put me in the matrix.
LS! I prefer medication to these ideas. This all sounds very Christian to me, God and Creation. If you were a Hindu or Buddhist you have very different ideas.