I don’t have the time or mind for psychological romance at this point in my life lol. Couple of guys are asking me to have sex with them already. Sigh. I just jump from casual partner to casual partner. I had one relationship that became sexual and it drove me insane. I really am just looking on tinder for cheap oxcytocin and dopamine. In my brain. I think it’s normal, I’ve seen lots of people I know on the app while browsing.
It is just a hookup app, but I am actually pretty good at hooking up (uh five casual partners in less than a year, one romantic partner) so I’m just being a shameful male ■■■■.
Yes I did say guys want to hookup with me, I am bisexual which means I am attracted to men and women. It’s terrible. Every androgynous guy catches my eye and all of the girls who are my type do too. Ugh. Sometimes I wish I was a woman. They have all of the power in the whole sex and romance thing. Better yet, I wish I was a bisexual woman, girls think bi men are disgusting while guys think bi women are sexier because of the fact that they are to a a degree homosexual. But gay sex is gross to most girls, that’s the bottom line, while lesbian sex is not really even sex to most men? Idk