While I am walking down the street others hear my thoughts
Mass shootings and other terrorist attacks are caused by my thoughts
Most others hate me and/or have a secret desire to kill or injure me
Anytime someones laughs near me, they are laughing at the way I look or way I’m dressed
Others speak in other languages to conceal their plans to injure, kill, or torture me
Girls hate me because they can know what I’m thinking
Girls know my past, and therefore dislike or even hate me
Repetition of words and thoughts will help me to stay calm
Blacks and other minority groups hate me because I am white, male
I believe suicide to be the best and only solution to my reoccurring thoughts
I believe Obama and other high level political officials are fully controlled and manipulated by an invisible alien race of morally evil lizard demons.
I believe looking people in the eyes will reveal my secrets to them
I believe women hate me because I am male
I believe suffering and self harm makes me stronger and more disciplined
Anti-psychotics are worse than death or suicide
illegal Drugs are good for the human brain
I will never find love, be loved, or give love
My mother knew about my mental problems at an early age and abused me as a result
Hitler is still alive
Chem trains and jet plane exhaust is poison to lower human population
Zika virus was created in a lab to reduce human population
Aliens exist and have been visiting this planet for millions of years
One US president signed a contract with lizard aliens seizing control of Earth and US government to alien race forever or for a set number of years
Anything I do in the future will never make up for or get rid of my actions in the past
I can read others thoughts based on body position and facial expression
Space travel and anti gravity technology already exist and inter-planetary space ships that travel faster than the speed of light already exist and are easy to create
Dick Cheney is a psychopath and possessed by lizard aliens
9/11 was planned and executed by the United States to go to war in Iraq
ISIS and ISIL is US funded and US created
1984 is read like a bible and executed like a plan of action in top levels of US government and other world governments
LSD and DMT is alien chemical technology
Mushrooms and other fungus came to earth on an asteroid millions of years ago
Michelle Obama was born a male
Hillary Clinton and others like Donald Trump purposely act like the biblical "Anti-Christ"
We are living in the biblical "End of Days"
Christ will return in the next 10 years
At times in the past I have believed I was the reincarnate of Christ
Christ was an Alien not born on Earth
I am psychic
Schizo people are psychic
Inner Earth is real
Hitler is still alive, living in the Inner Earth
Universe is a complex simulation running in an alien super computer
Time travel is possible into both the future, and past using dual positive singularities and fusion energy
Teleportation is possible by creating an artificial star using fusion energy to copy and delete atoms and then rewrite atoms into another location
Homosexuality has not been as common as it has in the past, it is given to people in the womb by the US government to lower the human population
Then why are you here? Not saying you don’t belong here, but I’m curious about why you would come to a website for schizophrenia if you feel it doesn’t apply to you.
People who call it schizophrenia know nothing about what it truly is. They will tell you that the voices and the things you feel and see are not real when in fact they are. They are called spirits. What is the point of being a psychologist/psychiatrist when you don’t include the spirit and soul which is defined in psyche along with the mind. These Dr are not spiritual people and do not believe.
Look try the meds…it only gets worse without help 99% of the time…i havent found any ap that work for me…but i plan on trying more monday…just needed a break for a little bit…i was getting depressed and wearing my body out…withdrawing off so many diff ap in such a short amount of time sucks…
but yea alot of people meds help them gain functionality back…its worth a shot…its better than trying to rip out your own eyeball and ending up in the hospital for several weeks…
Marijuana is actually quite calming and allows you to think and reflect. It is a useful plant for spirituality and should be used for meditation study etc
@flameoftherhine. I’m really glad you got hospitalized before you did irreparable damage
Stating the obvious, but you you need both eyes. Plus, if you only have one eye, if anything happens to your remaining eye, you will be blind which would be hugely life-altering.
A number of years ago , I had to wear an eye patch for a week due to double vision issues. Until that experience, I didn’t realize how much we take for granted having two eyes. With only one functional eye, you lose all depth perception, stereoscopic vision, peripheral vision on the affected side, plus your one functioning eye gets fatigued and therefore it’s difficult to read or watch videos, etc for any length of time.
Fortunately for me, my double vision issues resolved and I have two functioning eyes again. I count my blessings everyday!
The problem is my mind was telling me to rip it out like odin did…he gained knowledge of the runes and became the all father shortly after…my right eye doesnt see as well as the one i was going to pull out…i had to slice my palm open from thumb tip to to pinky tip to stop from pulling it out…lotsa stitches went to the bone most the way…got lucky and didnt cause any damage other than the nasty scar and hospital visit…i was fairly stable by the time i went to the er…
That’s really scary. I’m glad you didn’t lose your eye and hopefully the damage to your hand has healed. I think it’s a really good idea to re-visit the question of APs with your doctor–you said you were doing that on Monday? Do you have a good support system around you in the meantime? Is your GF able to step in and get you help if necessary? Remember that you have a lot to live for, for yourself, your two little ones, and your GF.
Yea im gonna try again…i felt ok until this morning but like you said i have too much too lose…and im afraid ill black out and never return if i cant find some helpful meds…
