They are one of my biggest problems. But ill continue to hope that un ap can relieve my anxiety and paranoia… i basically dont live because of them. Two days ago i felt the paranoia vanished for two hours but today it was bad…
sorry anna1, i guess i’m lucky i get virtually no symptoms of par/sz on my med all i get is sideffects and anxiety.
You have more anxiety on the med? I didnt get this sorry… i sometimes wonder if there are a lot of schizophrenics who hide from others to this point… i think i need time in my case cause i remained two decades being ill and i chosed the social isolation years ago…
I still hope that my med will work. I wait for the sedation on my feelings though. and to relieve my worries… I am right isn’t it? Its not normal to not feel any positive effect from the med? ok, the Zyprexa put me on my feet again but I continue to suffer as hell in my soul and in my head. My brain doesn’t work well, I have no big thoughts, no vision, no dreams… I just have some few stupid thoughts and they are mostly worries…
3 days ago I even felt some emotions on my med but since then, nothing… I am here, worrying how I am gonna to socialize. for now, its an impossible thing for me.
Or even when I socialize its a fiasco cause I have no pleasure and I just talk without having feelings… do you understand my state people? I say that this pressure in my head who kills my emotions too should drop down… but it still doesn’t happen.
For information, I am sick since kid yes. so it will take time. My friends doesn’t understand this time thing but for my pdoc I should count on it too. is it stupid? somebody here said that meds should work on their second month but I imagine that there are ill people who recover with months or even years…
I meant that this Zyprexa should smash, turn over, erase my brain but I need to feel something!!! cause I prefer this something to the worries and intrusive thoughts that I have… I just want to feel my med to my guts wow… and I still wait, yes…
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it will be good if all this which I experience in my head goes down literally in my soul… I just overthink some stupidities and I am fed up. Zyprexa is a strong med, it should work, what do you think?