The zyprexa is the best med for me… we tried all the others.
But I have real hellish worries, paranoia still…
Well , I have many other symptoms so I guess that’s why the ap can’t fix this fast, right? 
I also have the impression to can’t think, while I think… It’s just that I have even physical sensations in my head… So it’s hard… I was affected in my feelings too in this illness.
But can the zyprexa kick in finally in my head? My pdoc told me, that in my case, it can take me years… I was very severe case of sz… I was almost mute for decades, while I was alive inside and in pain to be like that…
The ap should kick these sensations right? Maybe it’s hard to recover on a "normal " thinking too yeah…
I really want that this zyprexa blows out my mind, free from the bs in it…
Tbh, I felt it today this for a second, but yeah, it was only a second…
I am now just a sz, who knew only the illness for 25 years and almost nothing else 
It’s good though, that I still fight… I could have done the worse though, but I still want to live…
But is it really hard to recover on a worry free thinking, without paranoia too? I guess yeap… between the emotional decline, the conversion disorder, my bad life style situation, my bpd etc…
I wonder if you were severe, but found fastly a relief from the paranoia on the meds?
I have no idea if meds can relieve you of paranoia Anna1. I can only tell you that they did for me. But some cases are stubborn. I have seen many cases on this forum where paranoia is difficult to eliminate even while on meds. I wish you luck with it.
Why is it so hard sometimes then? Maybe because of the other symptoms? I am diagnosed with ‘‘suppressed memory and intellect’’ too though 
I was paranoid for years and my doc thinks, that i cant move much because of that…
Why is it so hard to recover on the paranoia sometimes?
I’m afraid that I don’t have an answer to that.
Were you very paranoid at your worst? Which med helped that? In how much time?
I think some cases are harder, cause they had more abuse idk… i am sick since child in fact, almost everything in me was affected, so thats why probably…
Invega is the drug that brought me out of my paranoid delusions. I am on abilify now but I think Invega is the one with the better efficacy. I have heard many stories of abilify not working for lots of people. Maybe invega would be a fit for you? IDK. It is a very expensive drug also and I don’t know your insurance/financial situation. Maybe ask your doctor about it.
Ive tried 12 aps, bowens… Ive tried invega… It didnt ease my fears as the zyprexa, neither my other stuff… I am very affected on many levels, so the zyprexa was the best for me, with least side effcts and it helps a bit. But i am still paranoid. But i could be a bpd now too in fact …
So its common for the paranoia to not be helped even by the meds?
i say, that this ap should kick in toughly one day… Its impossible to feel almost nothing on it. But with it, i am able to sleep, eat and be on my feet for some hours in the day…
You remind me a bit of David Guetta btw 
you are french maybe or not?
Ive studied in France in fact.
Yes, it’s fairly common. Some people are treatment resistant. I’m not sure what to recommend Anna1. Keep working with your doctor and maybe you can come up with something. There is always Clozapine or going on two or more meds as an option.
Ok, thanks. Ive tried Clozapine too. It even worsened my paranoia, believe it or not…
I am just a tough case, with a tough past and the isolation probably ended me too 
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anyway, i’ll continue my efforts i guess. I knew lots of vices in this illness, this makes sick too…
Thank you for the compliment…I think…only know who he is because of a google search. No, I am not French. I am from the USA.
Oh ok, cool
Yeap, he is a very famous french DJ
Ok, thanks for answering. My head is under fire now tbh, its better even this than the deadness and the despair from before. Now, i feel that my mind and body still want to trick me, but at least, i fight now against…
Yeah, terrible headache for me now and i was ready to seek revenge just a minute ago, but i try to be a better person still 
I’m on Abilify. It took the edge off some of the paranoia, and reduced the intensity of the voices, but I still have disturbed thoughts of being persecuted. I can function much better on meds, so I can’t complain too much. I hope your paranoia eases off. Lots of luck.
Never heard of that diagnosis, seems weird. Is that in your country only?
This wasn’t the diagnosis… it was just a part, written in my hospital file… sorry, I’ve used the word diagnosis…
You know, here, they give you a paper with the symptoms of your illness after the hospital…
Part of it was, that my memory and my intellect are oppressed by the illness, that’s it.
My paranoia has never really gone away. I’ve had to learn how to push it into the background so it doesn’t bother me.
Oh, finally!!! So the efforts and the fight work on that too?
I need to continue my efforts, right?
I keep asking it, cause I am not sure, that you could help paranoia with efforts… But the most of the docs, said that in my case, I need to pay efforts… Meds don’t work very well on me, they all saw that… But without the ap, I would have been worse, so that’s why they say to not stop it now…
One doc was saying to me, that I can get stable in years in fact 
this was depressing before to hear…
But I should make my peace about my fate I guess… I had terrible past and traumas…
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