Because I couldn’t live up to the demands of life. I guess I made people mad.
I feel the same. Can’t even meet life in the middle, it’s passing me by. So many missed opportunities… my husband is fortunately still supportive.
All we need is a little understanding!
You seem like an ok person.
Thank you, @anon22322466 I have my problems like people usually do. 
I also feel sometimes i’m a bad person 'cause I have bad toughts about many people.
It makes me feel guilty. It’s uncontrollable.
It’s a kind of OCD… 
I often feel guilty but actually it’s very frequent.
One of my sisters was mad at me for years because I lived with my parents to raise my son. She thought I was a free-loader. She didn’t know me though.
When we eventually had an opportunity to talk about it, I explained to her what some of my struggles were and how I needed our parents help. She understood after that and wasn’t angry anymore. She just hadn’t known.
I used to feel bad for all the things I didn’t do. I definitely looked like a failure.
But whether anyone else knows what I was/am dealing with or not, it’s not laziness or entitlement, it’s a mental disorder.
Actually, the more I look back and learn, I’m pretty impressed. The odds were against me, but I’m still here.
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