I may sound rude, I may be arrogant… But I had thought of something… Something that might be helpful to those around that have Schizophrenia decease.
A little past history of my own experiences with Schizophrenia.
When I am to think of the past. There are events that happen, events that I thought to believe were real.
While growing up, I would see these black figures move about. Some times they would come into my room and harm me. There wouldn’t be any scratch, or any evidence of calling it a bad-spirit. Thus is why I think of it to be Schizophrenia.
Years later I would get into a drug that probably activated my Schizophrenia world.
When ever I get high on it. I would begin hearing voices that played a role of being in others around me, making it seem like the voices were coming from others minds. Eventually, it would get stronger with each time getting high. Till the day they were to move in, calling my head, my life, there home.
I thought them to be spirits during that time. Thinking, there here for a reason. Some were mean, some being rude, and others being nice/kind. A few voices tried guiding me on my life… And yes I did follow them… For awhile that is.
If I were to write it down. It would be a full story. If I were to tell it the way how it happen. It would be pure illusion; Schizophrenia. At the same time. I thank them for helping me know what’s real and in the difference of false.
I am able to deal with it, because of one thing.
I was able to protect myself from the begining but I didn’t find, or rather, realizing it. at that time.
The voices may sound real. How, or why may be that?
Let’s try and set up an event.
A) Being you, the one under schizophrenia.
B) Being others around you.
C) And any other events that causes one thing: Direct timing (Or what I would call; good timing).
D) The voices.
(I’m just thinking this might help others to solve the voices and hopefully. Help them to protect themselfs.)
A) You’re there, lets say, watching T.V or playing a video game.
B) Somebody is in the room with you, or, more than one.
C) Your only interest is the entertainment of the television.
D) A voice comes from the person next to you, not speaking but seemingly coming from the mind. Or somewhere. It comments either how the television you are watching is boring or entertaining.
The entire scene I’m trying to get you to picture is the event. What seems off, but, can seem real?
The voice? The timing? It could be one of both things.
How can one ( I hope this helps!) protect themselfs?
From what I do, and I hope (again) this may infact help you… But be warn! Don’t get too entertain by this. Rather. Try doing it sitting still. Why? If it is your mind, then that only means. It as to be your imagination running wild; something that’s out of your control.
Just imagine quieting them down. At first, know, this may seem to work. Don’t feel like it isn’t for another voice may speak during this time. What I’m trying to get you to really do. Is to focus on your surroundings and making clear sure of what you’re actually hearing.
Example!
When your trying to quiet the voices down. You may hear a few speak, if not more. During this time. Your focusing on silent so most of your hearing should focus on what’s making noise and what isn’t. The voice should fade into the ‘actual’ noise; instead of the voice being the noise while it isn’t.
Don’t worry if the voice isn’t going away for it isn’t never truly gone. It may take some time or you might just be able to nail it. Now, why do I try and help you calm the voices? Instead of trying to rid of for good?
That’s an answer that I can’t answer. lol. Not for it to sound funny. I’m just saying the fact I know, or I think. This is to help calm them down for the next while so you can enjoy the; peace. Instead of hearing them constantly talking. Its’ almost like they love you! You know? Always talking like a casual friend, or family. Or even somebody you don’t know.
Sorry I’m getting of hand.
If you found this helpful, which I hope you do, I’ll try and post more … Ahh… Meditation tips for you guys. And if it gets worse. Let me know… I may be no doctor, I may be no friend. But either way. I’m trying to help create a cure for those.
And yes! I’m talking to my doctor still about this and I am on medication! xD Just didn’t want any one to think I’m here blambing whatever I blamb. xD