That’s what really scares me.
what do ya mean?
Do you understand the free feeling you got when you were psychotic? No heavy conscience. No laws and demands. Just freedom.
oh right i understand what you are saying now
what scares me is hair loss and unknown specifics of these pills
as well as tardive dyskinesia
You might experience a euphoric memory of it, but my psychosis cost me my friends.
It has caused much damage to my life, and I do not really think being on these medications is at all healthy.
There is no freedom. You get locked up in a hospital
I had the feeling it was time out of time
It felt like I could not age
I had no friends then. That was part of the psychosis. Dementia that couldn’t be appropriate socially.
I was always aware of consequences and have suffered through. I just couldnt seem to change anything and blamed myself for action or inaction.