I dont know how else to word this feeling I have other than I miss some of my psychotic symptoms… I dont miss feeling like I am dead or that my brain is melting, no, but some of it I miss.
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For a while I did. I don’t now.
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Maybe it’s just learning to live without again
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For awhile I felt euphoric and like I was one with the universe. I also felt like a genius who understood the nature of time, space and reality.
I mean, I was completely delusional, but I also felt pretty good sometimes. I also felt feelings of unimaginable terror at other times.
Nah, I don’t miss it.
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Well… I miss it in the sense I was more creative and expressed everything outwardly, emotions and etc… Maybe I was just immature, but I do miss them sometimes, to be honest.
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I don’t think I’ve ever seen a flagged post from @everhopeful!
This one seems like maybe it was an accident.
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I’ve no idea why it was flagged ! 
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Somebody nerfed you because you’ve grown too powerful! 
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Lol. 
I was flagged once before. I called “all therapists” morons (someone’s therapist was advising them to come off meds). So I should have been more narrow in my criticism I guess.
I think currently there’s a bug whereby it only takes one flag to trigger the system into hiding the post.
But yeah ! I’m a double bad boy now !
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F*** no I dont miss them
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Well I feel vibrant and alive when I’m psychotic, whereas now I feel dead and dragging.
Not a bit. 151515
Not in the slightest!
Yeah, like I miss living in the 14th century so I could have caught the plague.
Sometimes I get so bored I miss them or think I need them for some reason.
I have missed the Euphoric, out of this world experience of it. But, I don’t miss the cognitive disfunction. The speech impediment, or the confusion.
I miss my euphoric manias but not so much anymore.
Some of you get it and that’s nice! I think I miss feeling I have a purpose, even if the purpose was delusional
No but I really do miss that manic energy I used to have! I don’t get out of first gear anymore…before the pills I had overdrive!
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I miss the Messiah stage the most. Now that was a gooood time, and bad haha
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