Miss the feelin of being free

In my psychotic episodes i have a feeling of freedom where nothing can stop me, i mean being in synchronization of mind, body and spirit. What do you feel ? Good or bad feelings.

I lost it in my teens

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Stupid hallucinations and cognitive issues are keeping me down.

Just want to get rid of them.

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I never feel free while psychotic. Maybe I felt free in the years before I fell ill. The freest I feel is when my symptoms are under control and don’t have too much stress in my life.

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It’s hard to explain but I’m ok on my meds and then I wonder if I need them anymore. Every time I stop taking them I get really delusional, paranoid, angry, sad and so on. I wouldn’t explain it as freedom, because I wonder if I’m really happy off my meds or if it’s just delusions :disappointed:

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I’m glad I’m not psychotic anymore. I almost killed myself walking into traffic and I crashed my truck into a wall. I destroyed a 1500 dollar laptop with water.

I don’t destroy my property or endanger my life anymore now that I’m sane. Now I just need the voices to stop and my life won’t be so miserable.

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