■■■■■■■ guy voice making me so mad he said he wants to slap me pfff only if he was real maybe he’d have a chance , to him its just yak yak yak yak. ■■■■ him he knows nothing . im so fffffing mad people think im so dysfunctional, its funny cuz the ones who think such things are actully the ones we should stay away from cuz thier ■■■■■■, they’ll never get it, ya its sux having schizophrenia, i have pain i wish hed go away he causes me worry fear suffering, confusion, but im still thinking i have a beautiful future, and hes not action hes just a voice , my daughters grandma brake my heart, making me feel more crazy than i actually am, just a fool in disgize, ■■■■ her all she does is discriminize. poor bitch, im suppose to be nicey nice and be grateful, ■■■■ her, she thinks she can raise my child better than i can funny lady, makes me sick, i try then she ■■■■■ me up, then i get it so then i just fall to peices i dont care any more, i know one day ill be with my kids, people can say and think what they want, they dont know me or understand me, and i feel shitty about that, its not my fault im scizophrenic, and its not thier fault they dont know me, cuz im a good person, and i know people that arnt, so ■■■■ her piss on my family except my mom and dad, my sister can kick dirt and hopefully go blind and maybe she’ll take back her words that were hurtful, i cant stand people sometimes, just think they can control me especially guy voice , like ■■■■ off, im done , i have nothing else to say better days will come, hateful heart, HATEFUL HEART! HATEFUL HEART, WHY CUZ SOME ■■■■■■■ DAYS IM ALOUD TO BE THIS WAY, no bodys perfect and where the ■■■■ is the love any way its all fake just like how i feel, the only love comes from my children , i love them and that doesnt even feel real to me, how ■■■■■■ is that, but i know deep inside i care, through out my troubles who really was there. who ■■■■■■■ cares though i dont so why em i so mad, ■■■■ im just gonna enjoy my day, pray and say ■■■■ every body that doubts me stupid ■■■■■, ill be better some day, not for any body but my children and my partner if he gets his ■■■■ together or else we go on a break, he can come back when he realizes im not putting up with ■■■■. thank you BYE!
punching a pillow meditation are really good… maybe a relaxing bath
you seem pretty angry I know all about it just realize that anger can be directed into something. . . like a pillow not someones face lol take care man
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Aww, I am sorry. What should matter when raising children is love. And who else could love them more than you!
Can I give you a virtual hug? (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
Most people generally don’t give a ■■■■. I feel you. Just don’t waste your energy over them. Find a few friends who care about you. I offer myself to be one ＼=^.^=／
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thank u nybb 
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