Besides my kids (they are an extension of me) and people on here (you are like my alternate world ) sometimes I hate everybody. Even my family and friends. I just feel this anger in my belly because nobody gets it. I don’t feel this most of the time but every once in awhile I just boil inside. Generally on those days I just don’t answer my phone or texts and keep stuff going in my headphones until I can let the anger go. I don’t understand why. I know they love me. I just can’t control the feeling.
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It’s not easy with schizophrenia and it’s perfectly ok to be pissed about things occassionally. Life is far from perfect and we are only human.
If it’s a habit or occupies too much of your time it’s a problem. That is worthwhile addressing. I’m pretty calm on meds. Doesn’t say I don’t have my moments!!!
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It doesn’t happen too often. It just makes me feel really bad after. All these people who care about me even though they don’t really understand but still support me and i feel hatred toward them. It just makes me feel sad that this disease could make me feel this way even though temporary.
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Most folk I know go through such stuff. They just don’t obsess or focus on it like schizophrenics do. I think that is a big difference. We are far more senisitive about things. Most people just move on … we take it all with us!
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