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SZ ugly revision

I was very good looking,even when psychosys hit me.
Now I can’t look my self in mirror.To much internal and external pain,feel like ruin,as I am.

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Don’t forget that we’re also just getting older @zoa.

I feel the same way sometimes, but I also see pictures of some of my peers online and see that age hasn’t been kind to some of them either.

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I don’t like what I see in my reflection either @zoa
I look old and tired.

I know what you mean.

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Well,I think meds got me,living unhealthy,also genetics.
Thanks…

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Phone camera is cruel! :neutral_face:

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Hmm.

The Image Of Self. The Reflection In The Mirror. The Pause Of Time In The Picture. . .

The Static In Movement Of The Past. Good?. Bad?. Indifferent?. What Do “they” Think?.

You’ll Ask, ‘Am I Good Enough’?. ‘Will “they” Accept Me’?. Or ‘Who Cares’!. . .

Odds Are Everyone Finds Faults In Themselves And In Others. . .

Words Of Hate Like The Word, “ugly” Is Almost Endlessly Without Any Real Meaning. . .

No One Is “ugly”.

It’s Jus That Some People Are Liars. And Always Will Be. Sadly, That’s The Truth To Ugliness.

It isn’t Pretty. It Shouldn’t Be Acceptable Behavior. But It Is What It Is. . .

Life I Guess. . .

At Least Right Now.

Hope, True Love, Joy, And Eternal Peace!.

P.s. The Words Hurt Cause Pain Still Its All The Same The Truth Of Disease. . . . . . .

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yea i don’t like looking at myself either…

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Same, I try to not see myself as I gained 160lb since getting sz.

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Hmm.

@lekkerhondje, If Something Happened To You That Was Not Your Fault, Or Out Of Your Control, , ,

You Have No Reason To Blame Yourself. . .

It Wasn’t Your Fault.

Know That You Are Important To The Creativity Of The Universe. . .

The Sun & The Moon & The Stars & The Sky. Starting From Gravity Deep In Your Eye’s. . .

Looking Out Into The Universe That Thrives Off Of Helpful Peace. . .

Maybe You Haven’t Psychologically Buried Those Who Hurt You. And You See Them In You. . .

Maybe All It Will Take Is One Walk Around The Block. A Personal Self Conversation. . .

And!, A Peaceful Night Of What You Love. . .

Hope, True Love, Joy, And Eternal Peace!.

P.s. From The Floor To The Ceiling. From Wall To Wall. It’s For Your Hands To Call. . . . . . .

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@Aziz ,sometimes I feel like"should I walk or just roll over to somewere " … :slight_smile:

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I hate myself and I will hate myself forever. I totally get you.

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Beauty really does come from within to a considerable degree. When I’m in a particularly good mood, I look great in the mirror or on camera. When I’m in an average mood, I look only a little better than average.

-Albert.

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I’ve been looking older and tired too. We’ve got to learn to adjust our opinions on ourselves to what our age is. For instance, my mom is in her 70s. She has wrinkles but she still manages to be beautiful. Yes I can see she’s older now. But that doesn’t change her beauty

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