Post psychosis 10 years now. I still have memory loss from the trauma. I have forgotten most of my life from when I was prodromal. That’s about 5 years of my life. It’s been 15 years of being stuck on this hellish rollercoaster.
I hope my memory comes back! I need it in order to study again, which I dream about.
yes. everything came back dark when it was actually beautiful. It wasn’t as bad as what the risperdal did that did a number on my memory while keeping me in touch with reality. I think i’ll keep it though. I can’t remember anything these days. yes the psychosis was hell. worst hell i’d ever been through.
Try typing out or writing out what you’re memorizing. I had to do this when I was in college after a car accident. I was rear ended and ended up with injuries, including brain atrophy, which affects my memory. Writing out or typing out what I was memorizing helped me tremendously. I didn’t have to do that before the accident.
If I dont keep a running list, then things dont get remembered. Other functions of my memory could vastly be improved also but at 54 I dont see it getting any better.
I remember everything from my psychosis and everything I suppressed from my childhood and teenage years because it came up during my psychosis…
I now have trouble remembering simple things like words, forgetting to turn the stove off, lights and where I put things… and so on… like the other day
I was talking with a classmate about movie and I was trying to say that the thing evolved… but I couldn’t remember the word evolved… like it took around 5 mins to come to me. Stuff like that
My non-verbal and autobiographical memory sucks,but that’s nothing new. I prefer written instructions I can read and reread, as needed, over spoken instructions.