Still have memory loss!

Post psychosis 10 years now. I still have memory loss from the trauma. I have forgotten most of my life from when I was prodromal. That’s about 5 years of my life. It’s been 15 years of being stuck on this hellish rollercoaster.

I hope my memory comes back! I need it in order to study again, which I dream about.

Did you lose your memory from psychosis?

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Yes, my memory was affected by psychosis. Both short term and long term.

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yes. everything came back dark when it was actually beautiful. It wasn’t as bad as what the risperdal did that did a number on my memory while keeping me in touch with reality. I think i’ll keep it though. I can’t remember anything these days. yes the psychosis was hell. worst hell i’d ever been through.

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I unfortanately remember every single detail of my psychosis. Im not sure which is any better not remembering or remembering.

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Try typing out or writing out what you’re memorizing. I had to do this when I was in college after a car accident. I was rear ended and ended up with injuries, including brain atrophy, which affects my memory. Writing out or typing out what I was memorizing helped me tremendously. I didn’t have to do that before the accident.

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I have a bad memory but also brain lesions. I’m not sure which caused it

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I lost my memory in a stressful move. I have to write down any appointments or things I need to do because I forget stuff.

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If I dont keep a running list, then things dont get remembered. Other functions of my memory could vastly be improved also but at 54 I dont see it getting any better.

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I remember everything from my psychosis and everything I suppressed from my childhood and teenage years because it came up during my psychosis…

I now have trouble remembering simple things like words, forgetting to turn the stove off, lights and where I put things… and so on… like the other day
I was talking with a classmate about movie and I was trying to say that the thing evolved… but I couldn’t remember the word evolved… like it took around 5 mins to come to me. Stuff like that

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I’m going through memory loss stuff right now. My mom was talking to me. I just sat there my head down. She asked me what is wrong me I said nothing.

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My non-verbal and autobiographical memory sucks,but that’s nothing new. I prefer written instructions I can read and reread, as needed, over spoken instructions.

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I dont even know what real from my episodes and prodomal fase so i try not to care

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