How come I was so out of it that I fainted and got punched and kicked but it’s still a blur and a dream … is that how it’s supposed to feel …
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i don’t remember everything of my periods of psychosis but i remember a lot and i write down everything in a journal so i can read it later. I have a lot of blackouts though.
Who punched and kicked you?
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A woman on the ward I had stuff stolen too
sounds like you had a hard time there huh?
Not going back again … I’m staying on meds until they let me off them
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What is your most current diagnosis @anon80629714?
They wouldn’t tell me but when I went into hospital they wrote clouded consciousness
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I’m so glad to see you back on the forum @anon80629714. How are you doing?
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Not great I’ve been overthinking but I can’t ask for antidepressants anymore
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Hope your doing well moonbeam
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I only remember the best and worst parts. It went on from about February to October. And then the residual psychosis continued until about December. This was my first ‘episode’
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So cos the episode was that long, I don’t remember it all.
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I have the same experience. I wouldn’t remember everything but I don’t completely space out like some people.
Spacing out completely can be scary becus u wudnt know what you’ve done or didn’t do.
I’d just forget until someone would remind me then i remember again. I had the bad habit of writing them down on Instagram as captions.
I used to remember it so well that even though it was 20 years later I could almost feel like I did when I was actively psychotic.
I was psychotic for two years. Just to sum it up and save time I refer to it as the “year I went through hell”, and the following year was the “year I suffered”.
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I remember pieces very clearly. But there’s a lot of holes in my memory especially from those times
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I wrote it all down in the first year of my recovery after seven months of being insane…made a book out of it…by the same name…
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Yes, I was Jesus while psychotic lol
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I called 911 and emailed the FBI telling them that I am Jesus and should be the king of the world lol
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What did 911 say to you?
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Once they hung up, once they passed the phone to a paramedic and once they said that they will give me a fine if I call them again.
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