Still going

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Still having moments of insight. I’m realizing I don’t have to take these perceived abuse seriously. It’s only when I’m emotionally overwhelmed and cut off from the good and compassionate people in the world that these things become powerful and important.

I have to develop endurance to resist the negative things going on in my mind. I don’t want to be the person that that crap tries to force me to be. I want to see the good in the world…I want friendship and happiness. I want to be myself without hatred and anger.

I’m still going but my adversary is very persistent. I will not give up because now I know there is good in the world FOR ME even if my environment or mind tells me the world is all bad.

I want to beat at this illness… @shutterbug @POET @Zoe @anon59838832

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Moving to DX’d - Other.

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The world is not only bad (even though sometimes I see it as a very negative place).
It can be very complicated, uncomfortable, insensitive… but we have to be an example of resilience and the desire to live. This illness sometimes suppresses the will to try, but giving up would be the biggest mistake.

Sometimes it’s hard for me to admit to myself that, at times, I have to be an example to myself and to others (especially to my loved ones), showing that people can be good, strong, and not give up. When I believe in myself and my strength, it’s easier to spread this light to others.

Hugs. I support you and send you lots of hope! :innocent::innocent:

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Is life so serious? Why did God never tell a joke? I will never give up. But I do get frustrated. Thank you for the inspiration @anon59838832

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I was watching Nat Geo yesterday and Its crazy how outside of human life life is indeed mostly serious. Watching wolves :wolf: devour this elk 🫎 I realized it’s up to us to bring laughter … compassion and fairness to the world. The baby tiger gambles but it’s not entirely a game lol

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My father will never give up on me. And I’m thankful for that. He is making a way for me. And it’s a frustrating way for me. It’s not an easy way for me. But it is a rewarding way for me.

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Yes humor It’s sort of missing in my life. I do find things amusing and funny. I laughed hysterically at Dave Chappelle the other night when I saw him on Saturday Night Live.

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Same man… I guess we gotta look for it maybe. I watch alot of cartoons and they are usually funny tho :rofl:

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You can do it :))

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Thanks Zoe :slightly_smiling_face: I hope your right lol

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