Well gosh y’all i haven’t been to sleep but I can tell the good and bad stress and changes have been getting to me. I had been oversleeping for the past three days so I started to realise something was wrong wheñ I fell back into the habit of tarot. My class is tomorrow and now I think everyone in my class is part of this special soul tribe and that my brother’s dead dog is somehow helping me through life. I’m atheist and don’t want to fall into another religious delusion and I can’t seem to shake that I am experiencing mania and psychosis. Everything seems so surreal.
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Yikes, just got into tarot again too. My voices thinks it’s stupid and unrealistic and that I have to stop. They’re right.
At least you’ve got insight still. Time to make an appointment with your doctor.
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Yes. I usually can spot when Im about to fall into psychosis. The only way I can describe it is, the delusion is always there it’s just my medication is numbing it. It’s almost like Im masking to be “normal”. It’s exhausting. Sometimes I just want to subcumb to my delusions but I had a bad hospital experience so I live in fear of that.
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Part of my religion is using tarot if you so wish. I do myself but you have to be able to seperate it from your delusions. If you cant, its not for you
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I think it’s the fact that there’s an endless supply on YouTube of people telling me that. Soul tribe wasn’t even in my vocabulary prior to that happening. When i used to pull for myself lit wouldn’t be as bad, but it seems Ive developed an “addiction” to the pick a card/ YouTube readings.
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Sounds like a cool young adult style movie or something haha. Im not trying to make fun of you. But someone entering a soul tribe class and having a ghost dog companion sounds like a fun fictional story. Sorry if i offend.
I stayed up all night last night playing poker with tarot cards: I got a full house and three people died.
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No you’re fine. Maybe I’ll write a screen play/book about it one day to honor the dog.
I’ve just gotten into that too. It really is addictive. Though I don’t think I’ve stumbled on the word soul tribe until now.
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