So it’s probably 1 or 2 in the morning last night. I’m laying on my couch trying to fall asleep. Then a knock at the door. It’s that girl who slapped me a few weeks back. Just thinking she could roll up like that at that hour. (Imposing is a shit thing to do).
So I let her in and shes wasted. Eventually she falls asleep. She announces it and tells me to shut everything down because she has to wake up and faaahh. Not happy with that I kind of hung out for a few minutes like she wasn’t even there.
So ok I’m then stuck in my room. Hate that situation too. It’s like I pay for this place so i’m not trapped in my room all day. I just wanted to sit on the couch and listen to music, but no.
Anyways she intentionally leaves ■■■■ over here, just so she can come back. I frankly don’t want to see her. She’s either crying or begging me for sex or forcing alcohol on me.
After the night i had out at the bars… the persistence of the illness(constant negativity and criticism)… my sanctuary gets offset… . Glad it’s over. She’s still coming back later for the pizza. She left her tobacco here as well. I’ll pretty much have to kick her out after that.