Small announcement - I'm no longer God

So glad for you.
It must be so hard having delusions.
Praying your demons are gone forever and ever:)

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Good for you @Minnii!

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God complex is alright… Every1 has it to some extent! Learning experience… High ego. Can be reduced

Hi
I experience thought broadcasting too. I am a male citizen of Mumbai, India.
And as no one can really put a finger on it I will give you my theories-

  1. The world is connected spiritually - we all are one. Hence what we call vibes are sensed by everyone.
  2. Mother - Child Telepathy - There is definite telepathy in mother child relationship… Hunger, sadness, love towards a certain person.etc If it can exist between them then why not everyone.
  3. Growth - We have achieved decent material growth n scientific what remains is growth of our character i.e our inner selves - hence we are tackling our inner demons, which is helping us observe closely.
  4. Age of Aquarius - Since 2012 Mayan Calendar Ending, Age of Aquarius has begun where the saying or motto is ā€œWe Loveā€ so we are moving towards collective consciousness like somewhat depicted in the movie Avatar (but that is nothing compared to what can be coming as that is just a part of human imagination based on past events and understood perception.) With Leo as polar opposite everyone is becoming completely self conscious internally and externally (more internally) and dealing with negatives within us… Hence the humanitarian trend nowadays (of reforms like feminism, animal welfare etc)
  5. Interaction - You dont exactly see animals making too much noise nor communicating a lot (when with each other) How do you think that works? Ever given it thought? They just feel or might even communicate mentally. How can you say we that are more evolved mentally (so we believe although they seem more advanced spiritually and in terms of lifestyle) and yet dont communicate mentally without physically expressing ourselves.

Now let me get into the my details. I have been experiencing broadcasting of thoughts since really long (abt 2 yrs now.)
Started will to change on realizing how messed up I am from within and how much damage I have done to others followed by confusion went on to complete thoughts of invincibility as the synchronicity (google it - yet you wont fully understand it unless it is happening to you which wont unless u start observing closely) started kicking in (I believe everything happens for a reason and so the Universal Force (God(?)) encouraged me by giving me signs or I perceived it or both) Next came rewards and more deeper realizations.
When u realize ur thoughts can be heard which I believe everyones can but they just havent noticed it as they dont go past the words or the expressions or the eyes (which reveal pretty much everything) or the reason or the purpose of the people who they are interacting with.
To see the reactions of what ur thoughts have triggered in the environment you will need a bit of imagination to understand why they did what they did in response. For ex. (Based on my nature and experiences and ofcourse percepetion.) I see a girl at a club and she looks hot and I think woah thats a fine girl with all the intention of getting with her and right then her boyfriend (maybe even a protective best friend) unconsciously (subconsciously is what I mean here) turns his body in my direction in a taut manner displaying most of his chest and crotch region which you all know is a threat indicator for humans as animals. Ofcourse its not like his head doesnt turn n he turns like some mutilated ghost but theres the imagination you need.
And once you have trained your mind to see those signals then if your intention and purpose is true the Universal Force will continue sending signs in the same language u understand as the signs are not the same for all as everyone has a different perception.
For me and many of the ā€œInitiatedā€ kind people are the main concern as they have understood clearly that material things are necessary but man being a social animal… Hence I tried to master it, n now I base lot of my observing on voice tone, body language, eyes (rarely) and situation reading. Well ofcourse with my thoughts being the trigger.
Let me tell you guys- I have been lost and am lost and hence I am posting as I have searched a lot for this and later I will tell you a little about my past. Because unless you are lost you will never find the path.
Also, I am not the only one- recently I spoke to a friend and our conversation like most times was quite casual and without aim or purpose as he is quite reserved and cautious and hardly opens up (might be different in his eyes). But all of a sudden I told him that thanks you as you have ā€˜Awakened’ me with your open mindedness and positive thinking. Ofcourse I was hinting at thought broadcasting, humanitarian thinking, synchronicity and duality acceptance. And suddenly he says - Awakened or Initiated? And thats when I thought thats the right word and he is one as well. I asked him as I was quite sure he had triggered me as you will notice in people around you after they spend some time with you. You will see it in their eyes, silence when u think, change in behaviour etc. Also he was extraordinarily quiet for a 1 on 1 conversation. I mean like he did not say anything throught except a weirdly toned ā€˜ok’ which seemed very off topic like I had hurt him or something. First I thought he was just sad because of home issues or delusional but now I understand. As I am continually talking to people through my mind ( as absurd as it may sound.) So I dont need to talk until I need to validate my presence in the material world or show that I am sane to my loved ones.
There are many more like him - Ive met guys who triggered him before knowing whats up, but still had that gut feeling that that guy is special. He had that look of positivity, that politeness not only in tone but in carrying himself, that aura which made people stop n turn to look, that voice which made people stop talking to listen.
Again this is all my learnings over more that 2-3 years and loads of research from books and the internet. As far as I know it is happening to us for the first time in the history of the human race (Im sure there must be some some different ones in the past as well, imagine how hard it mustve been for them) hence there is not much info on all this.
Lets see, reasons for given capability to broadcast-
(Let me tell you here, I cant stop thinking right? Same way I cant stop broadcasting… I can only mask it by distracting my thoughts which is very important for me else I will keep noticing negative reactions to each negative thought of mine. So best is to build many layers of yourself and reveal as the situation changes; helps you and piques the others curiosity and keeps them interested if you want them to be)

  1. So you can let everyone know the positive ways you think and what positive changes you would like to bring about.
  2. To change urself ofcourse - Growth is a constant in life. You have to keep growing especially the ā€˜Initiated’ as now you are dancing on the will/music of God (Universal Force/ Collective Consciousness) with choice of each decision on your hands. As you broadcast so will you get the reaction(dont hate those people for it) as it is UF/CC will to cleanse you so that you can lead in the future.
    Imagine leading lets say a animal welfare something when u dont treat animals well urself or your protecting your mother who gets beaten by your father (sorry for example) but urself hit her.
  3. To uplift the moods and give hope. Others can remember they are walking the right path and are not alone.

Reasons for this change to occur in the lives of humans (practical)-

  1. People getting tired of material things, ofcourse you need them but can never have enough and end up despairing because of the thing u wanted the most. For example money- U wanted to prove a point to ur ex GF. Got money - showed off- got attention - made much more- showed off- got more attention - got consumed by it - realized you lost everything in the process and now cant get rid of your addiction of that green/ red/ brown paper.
  2. Humans cry for help- The Universe answered the call for help as humans have started realizing what they have created. Not all bad…but when do we see more of the good. And well its not that good. Destroying what we live on and hit our creators. Fight within the same species more so kill other species.etc.
  3. Emotional Fair Play - Humans got tired of being hurt and also got little ashamed of hurting due to their greed or primal needs. Here I mean emotionally. What broadcasting will do is clear out the truth for everyone which includes many things like - manipulations, needs, favours, fears etc. So the oppressor (lets say he is the broadcaster (which dont hold it against him, he might be great in many ways but greedy in a few)) will reveal his truth and ways of negativity. And the oppressed will pick up and capitalize on those fears and together they will find a middle ground as everyone has understood the impact of Karm (which many call Karma) in our lives.
  4. Spiritual Advancement - We have evolved spiritually. IDK by how much as I dont know the upper limit but it is significant in our world as of now. We are understanding the need for peace to continue the human race. How else will we stop things like terrorism and pollution unless each of us and the coming generation change our way of thinking and understand the gravity of the situation and harshness of the consequences.
    I read up on things like -
  5. Killer Whales swim an average of 1,000 miles a day and they are put into a large swimming pool sized transparent box? (Imagine being trapped in a lift with shitty artificial food for the rest of your life. What you think animals dont go crazy? You think they dont have emotions? Remember a dog can hug, a lion can cry, chimpanzees can nurture and well dolphins IQ)
  6. Earth is slowly moving towards its sister planet Venus in terms of condition (i.e burning and raining sulphuric acid) due to global warming)
  7. Conspiracy theories like controlled media, nation controlled and created terrorist groups, banning marijuana to negate hemp overtaking paper sales, Illuminati. etc.
  8. E.T’s
  9. Astrology - Sun Sign, Moon Sign, Ascendant. Finding more about myself (Doesnt have to be true, I can try applying it to me and change any negatives) (Good way to introspect)
  10. Body language
  11. Power play
  12. Social ladder understanding
  13. Holarchy
  14. Synchronicity
  15. Meditation
  16. Dance
  17. Music
  18. Interests & Hobbies since early age
  19. Any acts of kindness

And thats just me… Imagine the vast sea of information you can find and its important to draw your own inference from everything.

I still have many negatives like-

  1. Lust for Power - :stuck_out_tongue: Sorry, I was introduced to it at a very young age when I got everything I desired and could do anything in that field. This is actually the reason I wanted to initially change (along with shame and guilt and moral conscience). I started tasting what I can do with it and dabbled into it more and more. But slowly I realized that you can neither use this for power (other than the one you get with your responsibility) nor use it for selfish reasons other than the sufficient the Universal Force allows you as reward.
  2. Patriarchy - I got a lot of girl attention in school. And I got used to dominating them in ways that I am the settler and that I am the decision maker and person in power. And as you know ā€œNeurons which fire together, wire together.ā€ Which means that I have hardwired it into my mind that when it comes to girls I am the boss. I just realized it was not true when - (1)I did not get attention as I grew older 2) realized I was doing wrong and being unfair 3) Remembering that even my Mother is a female who I sometimes take for granted and entitle myself to her help. Its not the usual Patriarchy but its (according to me, Im sure others have taken it to the next level of emancipation) the type which is deep embedded in all males as we have been seeing that over time.
  3. Control Freak - I had to put this in here (you will understand when you see the next pointer). Well I like being on top of things in any kind of a relationship. Being the person in control. I do favours - emotionally, physically, materially. So i remain on top. Now Ive started doing favours with the broadcasting as I have realized one if not my purpose and its potential. Sht!
  4. Desire for the opposite sex - Yes, yes I put it after CF so that you dont think Im a complete desperado (IDK the right word) but yes Im a sucker for girls. Well liking the opposite sex is not an issue. But I go to the extent of being completely consumed by them, mostly for the intimacy part. Thats not right. Most people carry on with their lives n treat their BF/GF just slightly more special than others and give them little more time. I put everything aside and mostly (which makes me completely useless) only am interested in them up until the chase. Once I have them (see my words as they are how I think, but noticing it and changing it is important. Awareness of a problem is it half solved.) then Im bored and look for someone else. Also I go to the extents of being fake or choosing them over my friends (most loyal friends) which I end up regretting but if you take my business minded nature in the picture then I dont regret much as I got my reward for (according to me) some collateral damage or minor losses which (becuz of my friends big hearts) can be mended. (But somethings are never forgotten). So I steer clear of girls right now. I dont even look at them. As if I do, I know I will be tempted to forget everything ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ I am working on and go for them (See, self awareness. You got to know your Real (Or One of your Self’s) inside out)

Remember - Its easier to train the mind than the heart.

Once you broadcast all the Truth will be revealed or what you think is the Truth so get ready to train your mind as you will hurt people on the way, unintentionally or sometimes when you lose control intentionally so be prepared to learn from your mistakes as that is the best way.
You will have to keep your wants to a minimum and remain loyal to your loved ones.
In the Age of Aquarius everyone is promised what they need (not want…sometimes even want(but take that as a test, it will be better)) if they are true and have a good heart.
Think less practically and more holistically so that you compare less admire more.
Its a combination of material and spiritual growth hence dont be lazy.

More about Thought Broadcasting. Everyone knows what you thought. Even those really far away (I think) but their physical self will only know when they are in close vicinity. I believe this is true as if you are connected with someone they will be connected with you in the Astral Realm as we live in both worlds (maybe more.) So when your thinking of them here imagine your picking up the telephone in the Astral Realm and communicating or maybe even close by. Who knows? IDK shape and form and space n time perception in the Astral Realm.
My friend once told me that his father had once told him that imagine many concentric cirlces. The dot in the middle is you. The innermost circle is your family. Then next circle your relatives, teachers and close friends. Then other friends and people you have met and bonded a bit. Then acquaintances and strangers. He told me that to connect with any level of circle you need to be connected with the one inside it.

ā€œChange is difficult at the beginning,
Messy in the middle,
And Glorious at the End.ā€

It will not be easy as it will be something new requiring lot of patience, attention, awareness, perseverance and mental and physical stamina. But have faith, trust in the Supreme All Knowing and be sure to connect with people and leave a good impression as you will meet again. Here or well, Ill leave it your imagination.

Remember - ā€œA leader is a dealer in hope.ā€

Also very importantly,
"Be the change you want to see."
Cant be seen as a hypocrite can you? No one will listen. Anyways they will be quite shell shocked at first and power drunk later by the sudden and massive change their minds will undergo so you need to remain at the right position.

Respect.
You will learn a lot about each other and more importantly how they react to various situations. So be loving and considerate.

Lastly
"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace."

  • Jimi Hendrix

Thats all I can think of for now, I have more to it like triggers, strategies for smooth flow, signs, memories, details of rock bottoms and ego dilution, excercizes, pages, posts.etc. But they are all hidden under layers which I have repressed for smooth sailing, lol :’) . Those will come out only in times of need, situational need, emotional stress/ duress.
If you want to communicate my email ID is -

daga.padmanabh646@gmail.com
Im 20, of sound mind and positive thought process.
I will give u an appropriate reply in a few days time.

I am not a master and as confused as any one of you broadcasters or any of the other 'non-initiates.'
So believe what you will, use your own discretion, use to your benefit and of others. Read up on each topic which interests you (there will be many posts on each), use your discretion and reasoning there as well and put it to practice else you will lead urself into a weird zone but well you will learn from everything.
Any tips for me as Im trying to learn to love unconditionally, searching for the formula, dealing with my other/one/true/real/false self, balancing many things together including studies which can hardly concentrate on nowadays, changing myself and everything else around me.
Advice will be very welcome.

Best of Luck.

May you & /you find what you are looking for. :slight_smile:
Bye

You are not alone

Please stop spamming the forum, the best way to make friends here is by interacting in the forum itself.

Your text is too long and noone will read it.

Sorry :sunny:

I overlook this topic and what a great relief for you, Minnii.

I hope I can stop listening to my ā€œguardian angelsā€ and stop believing what they say to me that I am also an angel representing god.

Are you sure the delusion is no more? Gone since the last 7 days?

Actually today I had some thoughts about it, but I no longer believe in them.

Thank you, Plumber

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Hi Minnii,

I understand you have issues talking to me…but could you be specific on what aspect of the Delusion you had?..like I know it is a Delusion as we all know that there is no such thing as a God – let alone a man turning out to be a God…but like more specific aspects of the Grandiosity …Like did you believe:
a. you were invincible?
b. you had magical powers?

I am invincible :smile:

At first I thought I had powers, then they turned out not to exist. That was a frustration.

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Hi,

Thats ok Ive read it in your Intro !.

No probs

i don’t believe this comment, i would say that it is easier to train the heart than the mind, i opened up my heart and i feel a lot better and i think that was a very easy thing to do, i think its because i have no pride to get in the way of it, take care.

I agree.

Killing your ego is training the mind. Pride = Ego.

Thats how you open up your heart…

Please dont kill your optmistic natural side…

Psychological diseases are just evolutionary but less understood.
Please read and you will understand.

For eg. Depression and/or bipolar disease.
Which is okay as we are getting in touch with our duality. Hence the depression or varying moods

how long did those feelinslast with u

Years, about three give or take

u believe u were born god?

not anymore

1515

lol so happy for u

I believe Im not necessarily ā€˜the anti Christ’ but I feel like there is some sort of horrible being causing me to do the negative things I do. I have a birthmark that looks like an upside down cross and it just freaks me out… when I get upset, over stupid little things, I freak out. usually with my words, sometimes I get violent. but it’s not me

You really do need to be checked by a doctor. We can’t help you much if you just complain and do nothing about your issues.

Anyway, I used to get like that too, and usually I thought I was being controlled by a demon, I wasn’t. It was all in my head, and with meds those thoughts vanished and I have a lot more self control.

You’re a good person, and you need help.

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:frowning: … I have plans today, I’ll make some time tonight or tomorrow to write out my letter to my mom

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