… are finally fading! I had an epiphany, to be kinda blunt and stupid “I’m not god”, doesn’t sound much of an epiphany but there you have it!
Since then it’s been fading, my mind doens’t come up with explanations to why I am but comes up with explanations to why I’m not.
I don’t know what changed, maybe it was quitting my degree and not being exposed to esoteric stuff, maybe it was being open about the illness with my friends, all of them. Maybe both.
Nah, I quit… it was too much. A teacher was saying we, as specialists, should validate peoples hallucinations as true, because it was spirits talking to us. I can respect a person with sz saying that stuff, it’s understandable, but a health specialist it’s a no-no.