Share your first schizoprenic episode?

ill start. my first experience was when i tought my family was gona hurt me

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i heard some girls talking about me ‘looking pretty’ (sarcastically) at the hostel i stayed at, except i didn’t see their mouths move

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oh welcome to the forum

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Welcome to the forum.

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thats a hard questions for me cause it started young and slow onset.

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thanks yall :).

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Umm i was jesus, jesus was me. I was jesus in the 3rd person and jesus was also me in the 3rd person.

The psychosis was around 7 months leading up to that and then the psychosis continued for another 4 months before it eased up to just voices and random hallucinations but atleast i had insight after that.

Thats about as little detail as possible with some idea of what it turned into but it ended up quite extreme.

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Level!! Where you been lately dude? @LevelJ1

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I had a brainchip and my thoughts were being broadcasted as subtitles on :tv:.

I ended in the psych ward.

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Yoyo i just took a break. Ive been workin and chilling. I got a quest 3 tho so thats been pretty sweet!

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My computer was hacked and everything I typed was broadcasted by friends who were plotting against me. People were after me and wanted to hurt me. Then I thought I was a prophet and could speak to angels or god.

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I started to isolate myself from my friends I should have known.
It was 2 years earlier before the onset.
I changed my college too.

Welcome to the forum !

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Yoooooooooooo. Now you’re singing my song.

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Welcome to the forum.

My first psychotic episode happened about 4 years before i was diagnosed. I was living in a basement flat. And i covered the ceilings in tinfoil, cos i thought the nieghbours above had an infrared camera. I was also talking to “god” and had candles burning all day and night.

And for some strange reason - i was watering the flowers in the precinct at 3am in the morning with empty milk bottles. And leaving pork pies in the telephone kiosks for the homeless.

I always thought i had to maintain a white circle of light around me, cos i thought i was getting attacked by demons - and one day went into a church and claimed “sanctuary” lol.

Yeah i got sectioned - but i conned the lot of them and said id been on the drink.

It was all a bloody mess really.

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Long story

:man_shrugging:

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That was you?! :smile::open_mouth:

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Think it about sums up my feelings on the matter!

:melting_face:

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If I were still having delusions, I would up my meds.

It must be stressful to believe your death is imminent.

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Maybe I’m lucky that I’m not a zombie on the max dose of Invega.

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