I dont think i am but everyone keeps on saying i have physcotic thoughts and delusions. If youve read my posts id like an honest opinion.
For those who havent. Basically the police removed my hands put a strangers hands on me and tried to put memories of an alien abduction. I know these are not my hands. Also the police have been inserting violent intrusive thoughts into my head and been reading my mind using their 3 aerials and electromagnetic waves.
Thats basically my main concerns at the moment.
It feels so real i just dont seee how it could be an illness. Aparently i have been psychotic for 2.5 years according to my psycologist.
Don’t allow yourslef the time to think about this stuff. When these thoughts come up don’t obsess about them, push them away and be busy enough for them not to have room to be pondered.
These beliefs are there because you allowed them to be there long enough that they caught hold. This is done innocently and by pondering them they grow in depth and magnitude. Just try to draw the line and not think about anything you don’t understand or anything that does not benefit your REAL life
Everyone does. Those are not average every day concerns, can’t you see that? If a random person came up to you on the street and said that wouldn’t you think there was something wrong?
Just chiming in - yes, you are very psychotic. Try to put faith in your treatment team, even if what they’re doing seems ridiculous or pointless to you. Once you’re back on an even keel, you’ll be so grateful you did.
Yes I also think you’re experiencing psychosis. But you have to want to get better. There’s a better life for you. One where you’re not obsessed with your hands and the police and the government.
Trust the doctors and nurses, take the meds, do the therapy and have faith you can and will get better.
Im so tormented. Theres two voices from the police and gov arguing how i should kill myself apart of the suicide project. Jack is being mean and putting pressure on me. The newspapers are sending me nasty messages like im being watched and i am a useless mother. The police are trying to hypnotize me to hurt or murder someone so il be in prison.
The tv mocks me. Theres medical students are laughing at me because now im homeless as my dad in the false reality disowned me and said im nuts.feel like the nurses say bad things behind my back.my attempts to cut off the hands are failing my stupid immune system so no infection no amputation. Ugh.