I so badly want the hands off that the police took now that I took out the stitches and cut the wound deeper. I also rubbed my faceas in the wound which is quite deep.
I’m hoping it will get infected and have to beat amputated. Then I can get my real hands back from the police.
I feel like I have no control over tryng to get rid of the hands like it’s a compulsion. I’m so tormented at the moment.
I know big secrets about the government and police. They’re trying to make me look crazy and discredit me and imprison me and kill me. And they know I’m going to be God at 25
Stop injuring yourself. I want to be clear, I think this is delusional, but lets think about this for a minute. Suppose it was true, and evil police had your hands. Why would they give them back if you cut these other hands off? You just wouldn’t have any hands. You’re going to have to deal with the feeling that they aren’t yours without injuring yourself, at least til the meds help.
It seemed like you were a little better yesterday, I guess it didn’t last?
Even if these hands aren’t yours, what’s the problem? They works, you can write posts, you can do your things!
F*** the police, they will not stop you by changing your hands. Let 'em do their pointless surgeries and experiments, it is not necessary that you suffer for them.