hi everyone i am new to this website…erumm howdey? lol i was wondering if anyone could share with me there story of how they realized or became schizophrenic…i think i maybe myself but am still holding out because something just doesn’t add up…but then agen i could just be too proud to admit i have a problem? lol anyway i would be grateful for anything u can tell about your experience
Welcome. I didn’t accept it at first, it took sevaral years to get acclimated to the idea for me. I didn’t think I had a illness at all. I thought there was a conspiracy against me. But there are a lot of people here with different experiences.
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I had no idea I had an illness, even when I would go on walks and be paralyzed with fear that there were snipers in the bushes or tree line. It took several years after that for me to even think schizophrenia.
It all began with normal incidents till i became somewhat aggressive about everything. I was diagnosed with neurosis and normal anxiety but it happened again when I was diagnosed with psychosis. I fought the idea at first but by time and insight about the illness I started to realize it is real and I have it. Since then I’ve been trying my beat to avoid a relapse by watching out for early signs like continuous dreaming and unusual frustration and lack of patience. Today I am myselfs dr.
thought i would say hi.
take care 
I was born with a cross wired head. I always knew I was different. But nothing was “realized” until I was sort of coming back to myself in hospital.
hi there …I just trying to realize that I have sz …because my activities are very ill and absurd …bcoz
sz iz great loss to me.being realize that I got to take med 4 life time even it wont cure or treat all my symptoms.so pity to relize that I have to live abnormal lifeless life full of misery and sadness fear and loneliness, jealousy and hatred unforgiving and unforgiven quit hard … any ways u came to right place good luck with ur life and visit pdoc soon … hopeeeeeeeeeeeee fo gud future…