lol weird questions =O
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Here’s another notification for you. Enjoy 
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Are you guys more drained or tired when you’re depressed? I’m depressed, sleeping like 9 or 10 hours, and every morning I feel totally exhausted. All day. Relentless.
I usually sleep 7 to 8 hours, so I’ve been sleeping more than my usual.
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25th post
Heres 25 hippos for everyone to take care of 
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Oh yeah when depress i can sleep 12 hours and still exhausted
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I pick Timmy. He’s the plumpest. Perfect.
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Im always more tired when im depressed too. And i sleep less, cos i stop eating, so wake up hungry and have wierd worrys crop up in the middle of the night.
Im not 100% unless ive had about 10 hours,
Ive been told to phone the helpline when im like that, but you can forget it on a friday saturday night, cos im sure people are phoning up drunk then, feeling sorry for themselves 
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Oh yes timmy hes a good one 
he a big boi very plump
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Yes, I am. But sleeping also frees me from thinking negative thoughts and feeling bad. It’s more avoidance than fatigue maybe, for me. Sorry you are feeling so bad. I really pray happy feelings will come your way again soon. Hang on in the meanwhile.
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Advice asked… Psychological thrillers, horror movies and all that trigger symptoms, normally. I avoid them religiously. I’ve often noticed such things coming back to me in psychotic episodes.
I seem to be very stable though at the moment, when it comes to delusions. My mind really doesn’t go that way at all. Not even a bit.
I would love to go to the movies tonight. It’s been ages. The only movie I could make it to, is Circle. Which is a psychological horror movie/sci-fi. Shall I test my mind, to see if I can stop avoiding such things? Which might work as exposure therapy? Or shall I stay on the safe side and not play with fire? I just watched the trailer. It didn’t grab my attention really, but it also didn’t scare me. I feel tempted to just test out my mind…to see if it “holds”. But that’s perhaps stupid.
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@LevelJ1 , I don’t know his name, but I will take the last in the row. I wouldn’t want him to be left behind. 
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Ah yes of course we cant forget about Terrence, hes a sleepy one. Just sleep and eat watermelon all day. He live a good life
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Haha I love sleep and watermelon too, so we will be a great match. I’ll take good care of him, with a steady supply of melons. Thanks for trusting Terrence to my care.
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I’m a llama. I’m scared. You humans are going to ruin the party for all of us.
This isn’t going to end well.
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Hippos welcome and bow to the daily llama 
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My Terrence says hi! He’s friendly, don’t fear.
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This is Wanda. She is practicing for her ballet recital 
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It’s rainy here today. Got Tim Hortons and got the new Bieber coffee - its pretty good.
Have to find a donation centre that comes to pick things up. My roommate was supposed to drive some stuff for me but has become busy and the extra clutter in the apartment I think is causing some tension. I got her a Bieber coffee today just in case.
I meet today to be introduced to my peer support worker. I think its the same guy that co-chairs our weekly meetings. Hope it goes okay. I know it’s good to have a peer support worker but right now it just seems like another pressure every week.
Feeling down about stuff right now. Wish I were more high functioning. I have to keep reminding myself that none of this is easy and I am doing my best.
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I usually buy 90% cocoa chocolate, and thought I had this time too, as I searched for a gluten free to be sure.
I bit into it and discovered it was the most bitter chocolate I had ever tasted! I read the packet and it was 100% cocoa solids. It wasn’t pleasant!
I am hoping I acquire the taste after the whole chocolate bar which I eat sparingly for the next few days. I am not expecting to though. 
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