nothing going on today, need to get the bathroom cleaned. dad is taking his boat out on it’s maiden voyage today, i didn’t want to go along, i am the curse of boats haha. get my shot tomorrow, then nothing on the schedule until sept.7th.
i have a lot of free time on my hands today, so im online. was reading my herbal medicine book last night, and i made of list of 30 herbs im going to use. most of my routine will be preventative, sleep, exercise, nutrition with herbs and spices in my cooking, work, and relaxation time. i will probably only take 2 or 3 herbs a day, i think the tendency is to overdue it, which i don’t want to do. herbal medicine is interesting to read about, i enjoy it. i think eventually all my plants in my landscape will be either food or medicinal.
I have the day off, so I slept late, and it felt amazing. I’m getting ■■■■ done, but sooner or later I’ll get home and just chill.
So far I went and cleaned up some more in my former living space, changed the litter and loved on the cat for a little while. After that I swung by work real quick, and now I’m at a laundromat. After this I’ll get a few groceries, then go home.
Im due my jab in the morning - and it cant come soon enough. Talk about hearing crap - at the moment its out of tune piano music (wtf?) and i keep hearing my front door getting knocked. Ive checked it about 10 times today.
Im pissed off it keeps catching me out. I like to think i can recognise it and therefore ignore it , but nope that aint happening.
The cpn will come here at home to have me done, so that aint too bad. I just think im in for a bit of a bad night.
i think in a year i am going to try to get my pdoc to lower my dose of meds. i don’t need to change, just a lower dose would probably do wonders for my motivation. my old pdoc lowered my dose before she quit and it did wonders for me, but then my new pdoc switched me to trinza and put me back on the highest dose. i’ve been on trinza now a year and half or more, can’t remember. i did lose weight on trinza about 35 pounds, but my weight is back up to 147 pounds naked, i just weighed myself today, my goal is 155-165 pounds, actually i wouldnt mind getting bigger i just dont want a double chin like last time i got up to 170 pounds. that is the one good thing about my meds, is it makes it easier to gain weight, but it’s hard to turn it to muscle instead of fat.
