yay for punny humor!
I slept for 10 hours, and I don’t feel ashamed. It was great to get a full night’s sleep for once 
@Anon10 im feeling generous so I’ll make a new one 
I’m feeling depressed and worthless today 
I’m sorry you’re feeling like that. It’s never a fun feeling. Anything going on to make you feel this way?
I don’t know. I’m mad at myself for not being able to just get it together and do things like cleaning up or grocery shopping.
And I just have this overwhelming feeling like I don’t really matter.
I know I matter to other people, but I can’t shake the feeling that I’m as much a burden as I am helpful.
I feel sad and lonely and insecure, but I’m not really sure what caused it. I get that way sometimes.
It could just be because it’s that time of the month, I once read in a science magazine that it lowers dopamine, but I don’t know.
Ugh, I feel awful when I PMS. It even causes my sz symptoms to get worse.
I feel like a burden too. I am ■■■■■■ useless.
We’re packing this morning and I’m already exhausted. Mr. LED keeps bugging me to rest because of the concussion, but I really suck at letting people do things for me. I always feel guilty and useless.
I think mine does too.
I tried eating something, and I do feel a little better now. I really can’t handle being hungry, it seems.
But I still have that feeling of sadness and unimportance.
You know what? I liked the 11th because there was a Christmas tree, Star, and snow in the title. I don’t like the 12th! Bring back the Christmas tree, Star and snow again! At least the star and snow!!! Grrrr!
Numero 53rd post — yeah! 
I just got out of the shower.
A much needed one too. My hair was looking so greasy.
I’m considering whether or not I should write to my cousin and ask her if I can borrow money.
I’m having a hard time seeing a way out of my financial situation right now, but the thought of having to borrow money from yet another person makes me feel useless.
I’m pretty sure I can scrape by without the money, maybe, but it would be nice to be sure I can afford the food.
I’ve been having a really hard time reading lately and it’s making me feel really dumb. Like, I’ll see a word I’ve seen a million times and all of a sudden I don’t know what the word is, iI mix up the letters, I don’t know how to pronounce it. It just really confuses me. Then it’ll click and I feel dumb for not automatically recognizing it.
Ugh. I should just give up. I’m too stupid for everything anymore.
Nah you good…
You’re not stupid.
Stop putting so much pressure on it!
If you’re having a hard time reading, just give it a break for a day or so,
Come back, see if its better.
Don’t give up, take breaks and give yourself time.
I already went to one job interview where they are desperate to hire seasonal workers, but there are other jobs online that I can apply to. Today I think I will sit at the cafe and apply to more jobs just to practice and get a feel for the job market. Then I will shop for some lavender scented wall plugs for aromatherapy, then I will go home and make spaghetti and cookies for the fam.
There are s few profiles I miss seeing around and I hope they are well.
I miss my family and mum n step mum I had and Anders is precious too.
It was destructive to drink alcohol I think.
I have a great partner now.
Love to you guys.


You are in my prayers.
Not that I know I belong to any religion but I ain’t a atheist.