oh my first post
Ayyy, new Say Anything!
Mountain man you go! Beat everyone else to it
Mwhahahahaha, I win, shows all I’m doing is clicking on things lol
I think owls are so beautiful
I need a new show to watch.
I’m really glad this day is almost over.
I just rented a movie called Eye in the Sky. It was good. Sad ending though
I have my therapist apptmt on may 7th, they sent me papers to fill out in the mail.
I get depressed around 7pm, after I take lamictal and trileptal at 5:30pm, it lasts until 11:30pm on average.
I made tacos for dinner tonight.
Now I’m feeling stressed and anxious.
Why would you be feeling stressed?
I’m just worried about my future. It’s a bunch of things really.
Yes I know. I worry about never being able to work full time again and being single the rest of my life. Isnt there something that can take your mind off of it?
Like stuff you like to do like read a book or listen to music?
I understand. I worry about the same type of things.
I am listening to music on my headphones. I’ll be okay.
I’m bored! What should I do? I can’t sleep, I could play a computer game, mess with the switch, listen to music, try to read, watch a movie, or check out youtube.
The tickets to CA are more expensive in the summer, my mom is gonna help pay for part of it but it’s still gonna eat up almost a month of savings. It’s round trip and I’ll probably stay up to 2 months. On the plus side I tend not to spend much while I’m there.
I need a different med for sleep I take trazodone and it takes me hours to fall asleep
I went into the garage to get a cigarette and my stepdad was smoking and he went on and on about politics, citing conspiracies from the internet. I tell him to look at snopes.com but he thinks that site is biased /rolleyes. I don’t need to hear political arguments at 1:16 when I’m trying to control my hallucinations. I’m so sick of the news and his political arguments.
Sorry just wish he’d go to bed so I could have the garage to myself and change the channel (having a TV in the garage is great btw).
You should have told him, “It’s those alien reptilians controlling CNN.” Just to get a kick out of him. Jk. That sucks man. From the sounds of it you have opposing views on politics. That and he sounds like he believes hardcore in his ideology. Don’t let it bother you too much. You’ll be in California before you know it enjoying a cigarette in nice weather.
On a different note. It’s a shame about Fallout 76 isn’t it? That game could have been something special. I still feel it gets a lot of extra hate for being a Bethesda game but darn shame that game.