Rechargeable glow stick
3:30 am
my brain:…is time to wake up?
me: no its time to sleep
my brain: but am awake?
me: no
my brain: am awake time for play
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I had a really interesting experience the other night.
I constantly hear music in my head. I’ve wondered many times if it’s as a replacement for voices, because it never stops and I can rarely control what music it is.
I was trying to fall asleep and kept hearing music as always, and suddenly, it stopped. Total silence.
It only lasted for about 10 seconds, because I got so confused and tried to see if I could still hear it, that I accidentally brought it back.
But knowing that the silence is possible gave me new hope, and maybe next time it happens, it’ll last longer.
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You steam a good ham. That is frigging brilliant:joy:
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I don’t think you want to continue the vicious cycle of staying with him and then wanting to leave him for all those reasons you stated in this forum. You want to start a new relationship with a fresh slate. Out of the 1.4 million people in Hawaii, you must be able to find someone else other than your ex-boyfriend.
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Hi I’m new here and I’m from south Africa there is no support groups here so I was feeling really alone but it’s nice reading all your posts thank you
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Well, I had to go to court this morning, for stuff related to the first burglary of my apartment. They never busted anyone for the second one. The guy who was busted for pawning my TVs didn’t show up with the restitution money, so they’re going to try to indict him on felony burglary charges today. Not only does it suck that I did not get the money, but also that this ordeal is not yet over.
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Sorry you’re going through that, bro. I had one hypomanic or mixed state episode that I know of. It was terrible. I shouldn’t get into what it was like, I suppose.
Hope things go better for you and please see your pdoc if things get bad.
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I think I need to see a therapist to deal with my PTSD. I’ve been ignoring it and only dealing with sz related issues for so long, but I can’t afford to keep doing that anymore.
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Hey @LED i am going to sleep what are u upto…??
You shouldn’t have to pick,
Get into therapy and start working it out,
You’re a strong lady, you can handle doing both.
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It’s not necessarily that I’m intentionally picking, but the program I’m in currently is for sz and I don’t have a real therapist. They don’t even have therapists I could see, just social worker/clinicians that come visit and check on me a few times a week. We talk, and I’ve talked a tiny bit about it, but not really because what are they going to do.
But since I’m moving and will no longer be in that program I might as well get a real therapist, assuming I can find and afford one.
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You can download python from their website. Make sure it’s the version you want. It should come with an interpreter. You can get an IDE if you want. Spyder, eclipse, andaconda are popular. You can also just type in notepad and copy and paste if you wish. Then run the code. Start simple with print (“Hello World”) or something.
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Not much. Just had some raisin nut toast and tea for breakfast. Watching a YouTube video about sea cows because Ridley really likes sea cows.
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U r husband right… do u have a concerntation to watch television…
Thats good led .!!!
Daughter. Blake is my husband. I have a hard time with tv shows, but short 5-10 minute YouTube videos that are mostly just pretty pictures I’m fine with.
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Yes led i can watch 10 min youtube cartoons… a movie is no no for me…!!! So sad…!!!
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I recommend MIT and Harvard on EDx for learning programming. Coursera is great too. I’m biased though.
Treehouse seems great. I bought 2 udemy courses on programming on cyber Monday.
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