Iām freezing. My heat works but when I turn it on it runs constantly. Waiting for colder weather. Iām bundled up and I have no food in the house and no way to get food either. I have some deer meat.
what console do you play Call of Duty on?
On the PC mate. i had a PS4 but i flogged it cos i never used it. @anon49063606
Uhg, tossed and turned all night, dreams, adventurous fantasies, came back hard, took me a while, voices, always with the voices.
Starting abilify Thursday, add on to my risperidone. Hoping it helps like geodon did, sans the liver pains.
Wishing everyone well
gotcha. I play a lot of team deathmatch. Maybe weāll cross paths sometime
No one is spying on you @cdwithdcs
Good morning everyone! My meds made me sleep in so Iām not starting the day off too good. Iām going to see Fleetwood Mac with a friend in boston tonight. My friend is going to pay me back for her ticket too so Iāll have some spending cash again! I also start my next semester today but I donāt really have to get any work done today. I havenāt gotten all my grades back yet but Iām pretty sure I got straight aās again last semester! Iām gonna take it easy tonight because I was drinking at halloween parties all weekend and the mix of drunken vomiting and psychotic symptoms from the drinking and partying kind of wore me out lol
Iām just a simple manā¦
Finally showered, all fresh and clean now. I still need to brush my teeth and shave, but Iāll chill for a few first.
Anyone feel like David from the TV Show āLegionā?
Can you please change tagline to āIām the Magic Man.ā without quotations please? Thank You.
up for another day. got court today. to determine if I will remain on court ordered meds or not. there is a judge, but really itās my pdocās call, whatever she decides is what happens.
my horoscope suggests itās 6-8 more months of court ordered meds. and to take it easy today, and get back to my routine tomorrow.
im leaving here at 345pm, so just going to shower, eat something, and listen to the radio for a few hours.
āItās real, fake, itās all the same.ā - David, āLegionā
āWake upā and crying. āIām your wife, come backā -Female voice.
Giving me thoughts of simulation. Total recall style, trying to hold onto the thought that this is real life. I want this life to be real. Iām worried about āwaking upā and all of this life just being another one of my dreams, a lifetime away from the āreal worldā. When I go back, will this all fade just like a dream, to become hazy and fade from thought, just another illusion of the mind.
Donāt mind me, just ranting a little bit,
This probably happened to me in a past life with aliens like the greys or AI. I donāt think Iām a robot or alien. I am human. I believe I am and Michio Kaku doesnāt understand quantum mechanics, despite being a super genius and one of the founders of string theory. Just my two cents. I think some aspect of consciousness is quantum and thus can be transferred to different humans and even be uploaded and transferred. I could be wrong as hell.
Iām reminded of the Cylons from BSG. Are the greys the real Cylons? Biological machinesā¦because they wanted me to believe in God and Jesus. Essentially be a Christian. Are they just demons then? The one true God. It seems Jesus was able to protect me from them.
Been there, done that:
Well, I can tell you that Iāve seen machines invade Earth before in a few of my past lives exactly how Matrix movie happened, except I donāt know where the machines came from ā perhaps interdimensionally or outer space? I have no f-ing clue!!!
You know there are two theories on simulation theory: One, the whole, entire universe is a simulation, which is probably true too. And the second, the planet Earth is either a simulation or a hologram. It makes sense, but can both be true too???
I have left my original planet Earth several times to have a better life ā to survive and be happy.
This is the best life I have had in a long ass time!
With regards to consciousness transfer, yes, the UFOs and aliens can and have abducted or taken my consciousness from their ships. Is it possible they cloned me and then inserted my consciousness into my bodies from Mars ie the Reptilians?
Thank You. If this triggers you then feel free to skip this post or delete it. God Bless.