3d printers are pretty tough to put together. Iād recommend a pre-built one if anyoneās thinking of 3d printing things.
In other news, the reddit.com/r/schizophrenia forum is being weird. I think theyāre trying a new moderating system where every post has to be approved by a mod now?
Stop spying on me.
I received my Surface Pro 7 on Tuesday, October 22nd but couldnāt transfer all my personal files to my new 2-in-1 tablet/laptop because Iāve been busy working during the weekdays. Yesterday (Saturday) and today I was able to finish transferring my personal files and setup Google Chrome, Mozilla Firefox, Adobe Acrobat Reader and Microsoft Office 2019 Home into my Surface Pro 7.
Thank goodness for Firefox & Chrome to save all my bookmarks and passwords!
Work at the warehouse is awesome! Driving my Honda Civic is awesome! Hopefully I can get a girlfriend which would be awesome!
My head is killing me. Itās been a bad migraine day. Only 24 days until my next round of Botox, the 7-10 days to see if it helps or not. Ugh. I really hope it works, because Iām losing my mind with this stupid intractable migraine. I feel useless and angry all the time.
We didnāt really get any cleaning done today. I at least have stayed up on dishes, so the kitchen is pretty good. But the living room and my bedroom need some work. Especially my bedroom. Maybe tomorrow.
We may see you in the playoffs. Not on our schedule.
Itās cool that youāre finding your groove. Warehouse work is fun!
@LED, I really feel for you, re. the headacheā¦ Iāve been through 4 years of 8/10 headache hell, that only let up after 2 months of 9.5 pH alkaline water.
Iām not a huge fan of alkaline water anymore since it disrupts digestion, but the thing that makes it work is dissolved hydrogen gas, which is an excellent antioxidant that facilitates healing of the blood-brain barrier.
I still have some remnants of headache left, but life is fun again. Iām going to try inhaling hydrogen gas next with a $220 machine, see if that cures it. Iāll update you if youāre interested!
Definitely let me know how it goes!
I agree that Iāve found the groove in doing warehouse work. The job is mundane, repetitive and requires little cranial thought processing. Itās the ideal job for most schizophrenics IMHO.
Itās been a pretty terrible day. I always like to be active in front of my mom but today I slept all day and feel like sheās just tired of it and Iām tired of itā¦ I took a bus to the city and got an iced coffee from McDonaldās. Feel a little better, but my mom wanted to take me out to run errands and I couldnāt help her. Damnit I missed my opportunity to do something besides my usual unhealthy lifestyle. I feel like, with the proper dosage of caffeine, I might be able to start jogging a little and dieting. I donāt knowā¦
Sorry you had a bad day. Iāve been viewing caffeine as a sort of panacea lately myself.
I think the 49niners are not a fluke this year, I do think once they face a stronger team and the game is more competitive, our quarterback may crack under pressure and make more errors. He is very good without a doubt, I just see something in his body language when the scores are closer that I do not like. Itās like he sometimes his composure lowers when the scores are close. Fortunately, the rest of the team is also very good and theyāve been able to keep their spirits up. My worry is that if they face the Patriots down the road and if theyāre down by two touchdowns, he doesnāt seem to be the type of quarterback who could mount a comeback in those type of games against those teams. I did use one of the best teams of the last 10 years as an example but I think you might see where Iām coming from.
49niners are looking like play off material so far at least.
Photo of the day: 
Things are badā¦ I have uncontrollable impulses to go out, especially when my only other option is to be stuck at home. But I hope those impulses start to go away and I can make some progress with daily life despite my psychosis. Iād like to do chores a bit, and maybe limit long rides on the bus to days when I absolutely have no other choice (which is pretty much every weekend). Just to say how bad things are, I donāt trust myself with the stove or the car right now. I donāt even have it in me to listen to music much. I think day treatment is going to end up being a talk about why Iām not seeking more treatment. I wish I could volunteer or exercise but it seems I canāt do much besides sleep.
I canāt fall back to sleep. Iām feeling a bit on edge.
Its 7.48 am
I have an interview this week Iām so excited for this volunteer thingy
Wow - That is nothing short of amazing. But why when i saw it - it reminded me of chocolate!? lol.
Yeah, the keyboard totally looks like chocolate.
Hahaa - I remember that episode. Got them all still on an old tv freeview recorder. He could have done with Alexa lol.
Im now officially a lazy bstard. Havent got dressed in 4 days - but its too comfortable in PJās and dressing gown. Not been out - and got no desire to do so. Even rang up the corner shop to deliver the milk and eggs lol.
Call of Duty arrived today - i wanted the dvd. So thats me sorted for a couple of days lol 
Good morning, everyone. Iām having my coffee, planning on getting in the shower soon. I desperately need a shower, havenāt had one since Wednesday. I donāt know why itās so hard for me to keep up with showering.
