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Say anything!!!
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Morning all! Got up at silly-o-clock - had a restless night. Think i got the dreaded bed bugs back, and i gave the chemicals away. What an idiot i am.
Was waking up every hour thinking i was bitten. Another 35 quid down the drain to spray again.
Good News is got paid today. Oh well. Have a lovely day everyone.
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I’m more than halfway through my shift, and I have done no cleaning or stocking yet. I just don’t feel very motivated right now.
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I went away for like 2 days and I could swear there are a lot of new posters. 
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Waking up feel more sick than before
There’s a transformer explode about my neighbors
so my parents suddenly open door of my room to check
If I made my pc explode in attempt of self-destruction
I feel hurt in my nose, maybe I have a cold
but my mental health still fine tho
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I feel like I am going to throw up.
I’ve went on a hating spree for the past few days. I am so dizzy and my heart is excrucitatingly painful. I can’t eat, I can’t swallow, I can’t do anything. My mom asks why I am so so sick. She doesn’t know why I am sick and I don’t want to bother to tell her why.
Hopefully I am not going to end up in the ER for heart issues.
I can sense that this fatigue is immense and I’m having a physical crisis.
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Parents just come back from hospital
My father have diabetes for a long time
and now he having problem with cataracts in his eyes
It’s not like it’s a drama in family anyway
because my father kind of throw his life away ever since
he also having depression and anger issue for along time,
which is he is one of reason my mental illness got triggered
so even if he gone blind he wouldn’t care much
but there’s his hobby he called job
(It can’t made money for living rather hobby that do money sometime)
In that field, there’s not much people interest so less people who can do it in my country
nothing big but, my family hoping me to learn it, but I always refuse at first because I hate them so much, but later I just don’t really like it or interest
but if my dad condition gone worse(well it never get better before anyway)
his knowledge would be in waste and he is not willing to teach anyone except me and my sister
and my sister don’t care or having any interest in this field,
family kind of hope for me to learn it, since I can do many relate to it already(well he is my father so I’m kind of unintentional learning from him)
hm well I just want to vent, I have so much free time
maybe I should ask father to teach me…, but I’m not interest in it at all.
sorry for often reply to this topic, just kind of unexcepted thing
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Owning a house is tiring, there is so much you have to keep up on. Plans for today are to touch up the paint in the house and change and wash my bedding.
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Whats with alll the red light? Looks like a good set up.
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It’s all an act that I can put on sometimes that I’m normal at all. They would probably want me locked up longer if they knew the stuff thats been in my head these years.
Somebody checked me out of my hotel 2 days early. Took a while to get that straightened out this morning.
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Good morning all!
I’ve got my Pdoc this morning, nervous like always. Gonna talk about how well geodon is working on me.
Hope everyone is doing well!
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I’m glad it’s working well for you. Have a great day.
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You too dude! Thank you
I usually have it blue. Im not a fan of bright light. There just leds controlled by the echo.
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Hey friend!
I’m sure your pdoc appointment will go well.
Take care.
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I didn’t get enough sleep last night. I just want to go back to bed.
I’ve been weighing myself every day and the fluctuations are getting me down. I’ve been steadily losing, but yesterday I had 1500 calories, instead of the 1000 I’d been eating, and I gained half a pound. 
I know it’s not much, and fluctuations happen, but it scares me.
Also, TMI, I’m having digestive issues with the diet I’m on right now. I might have to add a supplement.
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i think alot of people with sz and psychotic disorders seem to really benefit from taking a benzo in addition to an antipsychotic especially when symptoms flare up, i think lack of informatin tho leads to people taking it daily and becoming dependent
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