I have been suffering from a delusion lately. While suffering, I started to think of you guys, and I had this thought:
If I died, none of you would ever know.
This makes me sad.
–feeling lonely
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Oh god I have this same sad thought…it sucks…so your not alone in this fear… How’s life been @sharp
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Lonely. I am fighting this delusion that my friends want me to die or suffer. I can’t do it. I am so afraid for college but also excited.
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Just new kid jitters no worries…youl do great…and you know your friends care about you…don’t let it bring you down…
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I don’t know. I can’t get it out of my head. It is driving me mad. They are watching. I have proof but I don’t.
Its just the sickness acting up prolly from the stresses that go with starting a new school…maybe try to distract yourself…i know it feels real but it will pass with time…
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@Sharp it’s natural to be both excited and anxious when getting ready to move away from home for the first time, and starting university on top of that.
I’m wondering if maybe the stress is causing an increase in symptoms. Have you discussed how you feel with your pdoc?
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I think it may be. I am going to have anew pdoc down in LA soon I believe.
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