Voices are stomping on me again. It’s been a tough week. It’s getting harder and harder to ignore them. Maybe I am worthless, maybe I should die, I don’t know if I can take this anymore!
Please reach out to a crisis line for help…there is hope for you and I just want to lean out there and tell you it will get better, but you have to make the changes in your mind…please tell someone in your life how desperate you are. good luck friend.
If you feel like you are in danger of harming yourself, maybe you should go to the hospital. I know being im there sucks, but at least you will be safe. But if you can tough it out, maybe you need a med change or to adjust the dosage of the med you’re on. But don’t give up. Things will get better.
Please choose life @Longhorn21. Can you call a suicide hotline now? 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
I feel like I should go to the hospital but I hate being locked up for 3 whole days and if I don’t get better I risk being in there longer. I just hate it.
I do need new meds, I’ve called my doctors office multiple times and I get no calls back or emails…this is what happens when you get government funded services
Just show up at your doctors and make your appointment in person.
Better yet, take a sack lunch and book or phone. Dont ask just say"I am here for a walk-in for today" . Then just stand there and see what they say.
Lots of places have walk-in appointments each day.
Others, may say walk-in appointments are only available at a certain time or on a certain day.
If all you get is no, then ask where you can go do a walk-in. ( maybe at another location or branch?)
Worth a try.
You need help now, not later, if you are feeling this way. Your life can’t wait. Please call the crisis hotline number that was posted. If that doesn’t help, check yourself into the hospital. Three days is short compared to a lifetime of living. It does get better. There are so many happy stories on this forum to serve as an example of that. It’s not always bad. Hang in there. How would your mom feel if you did something? Please get help.
Have faith and keep your head up.
I was in the trenches fighting for my life just this past year. You know what helps?
Reaching out to friends and family, they will always help
Stop the use of cannabis and other illicit substances, they will not help you
Get on one of the newer SGAs like Latuda or Geodon, they are SO much better than the others imho
Remember that we are here to help, no one is judging, we support life and living well
I was diagnosed SAD in 2013 and finally got it under control in late 2017… it takes time but have faith!
Getting help now will pay off greatly. You can feel better and you are going to feel better. Just talk to your family and friends. I can empathize, i know how this feels.
Good luck!
Latuda is a God send. Highly recommend this med.
Thank you everyone for your advice and support. I reached out to my family and decided to take turns on watching me for the next couple of days until I see the doctor. If I get worse then I’ll see about checking into the hospital. But so far today has been a great day. Thank y’all so much!
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