I just can’t anymore the voices are right I should swallow my pocket knife and just end it. I should just drink myself to death. This iss just to much I cant make them stop why won’t they just leave me alone!!! I just want it all to be over why can’t I be normal
I’m really sorry you’re feeling so bad right now. Have you let your pdoc know how you’re feeling? Do you think that you might need a med adjustment?
I’m sorry you’re struggling right now. Can you call a crisis line? If you’re thinking about doing anything or you don’t feel safe, please go to the hospital.
I’ve called my pdoc several times and left messages I get no call back. I think I will just go tomorrow to his office without an appointment and get immediate help. Things are just getting so difficult that I don’t care about anything anymore
I don’t want to go back to the psych ward the many times I’ve gone I’ve only had bad experiences I just don’t want to go through that again
Can you get in to see your doctor tomorrow? Are you going to be safe until then?
i’m going to just show up to the clininc and tell them whats going on and that I haven’t gotten any calls back. I don’t know I know I wont sleep for sure I think i’ll be okay. i’m just so angry
Well, going to your pdocs office in person is worth a shot. Tell them you left several messages and didn’t know what else to do.
yeah that’s the plan
Your plan sounds good to me. Just don’t hurt yourself.
I don’t think i’ll hurt myself I just feel so alone and i’m tired of dealing with this
Please call your pdoc or 911, @Longhorn21. We don’t want to lose you. You’re a valuable member of our community.
i’m fine i’m not going to hurt myself I think i’m strong enough to not hurt myself just feeling very alone right now
Stay on the forum all night, if you have to. So you won’t feel all alone.
i’m pretty sure I won’t be sleeping tonight so I think that’s what i’ll be doing.
Very, very good. We don’t want to lose you. You’ve helped me out on this forum before. You would be a big loss to this community.
Thanks @SkinnyMe I really appreciate that
No problem. It’s the truth.
Hey @Longhorn21 —how are you feeling? Were you able to go to your pdoc’s office?
I went but wasn’t seen, they said no one could see me today that they were shorted staffed and over booked. I wait for 2 hours and nothing. I texted my case worker and called back and never heard from her. I’m very tired with little to no sleep. I don’t know what else to do!