I can't do this anymore

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I just can’t anymore the voices are right I should swallow my pocket knife and just end it. I should just drink myself to death. This iss just to much I cant make them stop why won’t they just leave me alone!!! I just want it all to be over why can’t I be normal

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I’m really sorry you’re feeling so bad right now. Have you let your pdoc know how you’re feeling? Do you think that you might need a med adjustment?

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I’m sorry you’re struggling right now. Can you call a crisis line? If you’re thinking about doing anything or you don’t feel safe, please go to the hospital.

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I’ve called my pdoc several times and left messages I get no call back. I think I will just go tomorrow to his office without an appointment and get immediate help. Things are just getting so difficult that I don’t care about anything anymore

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I don’t want to go back to the psych ward the many times I’ve gone I’ve only had bad experiences I just don’t want to go through that again

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Can you get in to see your doctor tomorrow? Are you going to be safe until then?

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i’m going to just show up to the clininc and tell them whats going on and that I haven’t gotten any calls back. I don’t know I know I wont sleep for sure I think i’ll be okay. i’m just so angry

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Well, going to your pdocs office in person is worth a shot. Tell them you left several messages and didn’t know what else to do.

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yeah that’s the plan

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Your plan sounds good to me. Just don’t hurt yourself.

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I don’t think i’ll hurt myself I just feel so alone and i’m tired of dealing with this

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Please call your pdoc or 911, @Longhorn21. We don’t want to lose you. You’re a valuable member of our community.

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i’m fine i’m not going to hurt myself I think i’m strong enough to not hurt myself just feeling very alone right now

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Stay on the forum all night, if you have to. So you won’t feel all alone.

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i’m pretty sure I won’t be sleeping tonight so I think that’s what i’ll be doing.

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Very, very good. We don’t want to lose you. You’ve helped me out on this forum before. You would be a big loss to this community.

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Thanks @SkinnyMe I really appreciate that

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No problem. It’s the truth.

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Hey @Longhorn21 —how are you feeling? Were you able to go to your pdoc’s office?

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I went but wasn’t seen, they said no one could see me today that they were shorted staffed and over booked. I wait for 2 hours and nothing. I texted my case worker and called back and never heard from her. I’m very tired with little to no sleep. I don’t know what else to do!