If I miss even one dose, I get anxious, irritable, withdrawn, depressed, and have suicidal ideation.
I’m so sick of being dependent on meds to function like a normal human being!
It’s not fair!
I hate that I’m 31 and need pills to have stable emotions and not self-destruct!
Ffs I should have outgrown it by now!
Isn’t there some sort of therapy I can do to get rid of my mood issues? Is there hope I can one day be med free?
If I really have sz I don’t think there is, but if what the pdoc suspected is true regarding me having bpd, is there hope for a med free future for me?