I’m not in a good place right now and my clinician is out of the office until Tuesday (she doesn’t work on Mondays). I’m currently on my normal dose of meds but I’m worried I’m going to lose it again. I’ve had a few breakthrough symptoms today and I don’t know if they’re from PTSD or sz our if it even matters. I took extra haldol and it’s not making a difference. I took Klonopin and it’s not making a difference. I even tried Mr LED’s CBD pen and it’s not making a difference.
I can’t really afford to go to the hospital right now, but at the same time I don’t want to not if I’m about to seriously lose it. I don’t know what to do.
Is it possible to be on a normally stable dose of APs and still go off the deep end?
Yes its possible, I was a middle range dose and had a break had to be put on a high dose. If things are getting really bad for you maybe you should call someone. Take care man i hope you feel better soon.
My anxiety and depression feed into my psychosis, so I think it’s very possible that activation of PTSD symptoms could lead to some breakthrough symptoms also.
I feel like I should probably go to the hospital, and my husband agrees, but we don’t have anyone else to watch the kid. We don’t have any family around here. Mr LED might be able to take a day or two off, but not any more than that. And I’ve never been in the hospital for less than two weeks at a time.
Also I can’t really take a nap. I’m no good at naps. I’m lucky if I get 3-5 hours of sleep a night and if I do manage to nap during the day then I don’t sleep at night.
Can you go take a warm bath? Put on some relaxing music and soak? I like to sink down deep to where only my nose is out of the water so I can breathe. It creates a sort of sensory deprivation chamber, which I find calming with the warmth.
I’m scared, though. Plus, I have free range to increase my haldol as needed. But more doesn’t seem to help yet. Granted it’s only been one day. But usually I can feel the benefit soon after talking the meds.