Man as soon as things get better they start to get worse, or well different I guess. It’s ■■■■■■■ bs. The voices are letting up, they’re still saying some intrusive ■■■■, but it’s nothing I can’t brush off at this point. It just sucks the grip this illness has. Once it starts it just doesn’t let up.
The best thing I can do is block anything of what I perceive from effecting my conscious flow of thoughts.
Tomorow will be another ill forget the weirdness of this night.
It’s just I hear things around me and outside. Things that don’t seem human. It’s surreal and I don’t know what to make with it.
My consciousness has grown stronger though. I have the power to not listen to what I hear.
It just feels like the world is against me. I know it’s safe at the same time. It’s just ridiculous.
The great unknown. I don’t pretend to know anything.
It feels like the environment itself is conscious. They are waiting on me.
I just want it all to stop.
Well whatever you guys will probably hear about it again in a couple nights.
Thanks for reading.