So here is what I learned from my pdoc. This is a long one, I hope you read it or at least the 1st part.
In his opinion if I were to decide to get pregnant I should stay ON my meds. Not all of them just the main ones. Those being my antipsychotic, and 2 antidepressants. He said that the risk of stress during pregnancy outweighs risk of taking meds to the fetus. Stress causes birth defects and developmental delays. Wellbutrin is very safe during pregnancy and while breastfeeding, Zoloft is okay (although I’m taking the max dose) will cause withdrawal in baby and I’m not sure about breastfeeding (got conflicting info from pdoc and what i read on internet). The lowest risk AP to take is Seroquel and my med is in the same class of drugs as that (Saphris) so its safe to take while pregnant. As for breastfeeding with the AP, well… he said no, if you are taking Saphris. I was super disappointed about this. He said most of his patients have bottle fed. Just found this:
Among 21 antipsychotic drugs used in clinical practice, for 7 there are no data at all regarding breastfeeding and for 6 others the data are based only on few infant exposures. Only few prospective studies assessing’use of haloperidol, chlorpromazine and olanzapine during
breastfeeding were identified. Olanzapine and quetiapine were categorized as acceptable for breastfeeding. Chlorpromazine, haloperidol, risperidone and zuclopenthixol were categorized as possible for breastfeeding under medical supervision. Breastfeeding cannot be currently recommended for the following medications: aripiprazole, asenapine, chlorprothixene, clozapine, droperidol, fluphenazine, flupenthixol, iloperidone, lurasidone, paliperidone, perphenazine, pimozide, trifluoperazine, thiothixene and ziprasidone. NCBI Antipsychotic drugs and breastfeeding.
I asked about Titrating down at 28 weeks and stopping meds before the birth, so baby doesn’t have withdrawals and so I can breastfeed and bond better with it. He didn’t recommend this because as soon as the baby is born the mothers progesterone goes from 38000 to 0, and that can trigger depression or psychosis.
So with all that being said, on a more personal note. I had invited my bf to come to the pdoc appt. I wanted him to meet the pdoc and ask questions. He declined, said he felt he didn’t need to be there. I think he felt this way because this was only our 1st conversation about babies and he got scared that I was jumping right into having one. LOL. I’m just thinking about the future, like in a few years. The 1st question out of pdoc’s mouth was were was the bf! HAHA. We also talked about other things like my support system, if my parents would be helping or his parents. I said my parents would help when its convenient for them (I can’t see my dad changing diapers) and I’m not sure I would want much help from them as they are toxic, and the bf’s parents are much older I don’t think they could physically help much. We talked about what would happen if I needed to be hospitalized during the pregnancy and after birth and how that would affect the baby, myself and the bf. It was a very interesting and informative conversation. He didn’t just lecture me, we really discussed my options. I’m really proud of myself for bringing up the topic with the pdoc.
When I got home I reported everything that was said back to my bf. He said “See, I knew you could do it all along.” Even though this eases some of my worries about the technicalities of pregnancy, what about all the other fears? Having a child while having a mental illness… The fact that they have a 13% chance of developing sz (if I understood the data correctly). I mean I look at my mom, she said to me once she tried to be the opposite of her mother when it came to parenting us. I guess she did a little better… But she fell into all those same traps her mother did. They both had so little insight.
I also told my bf that this was all “putting the cart before the horse.” He just looked at me, I stared him down. He got all blustery, LOL. We’ve never had the marriage talk either, or rather how-do-you-see-us-in-the-future talk.