I rely on my meds - sod the side effects - im a total nightmare to be around when im not on them, and at high risk of being nicked on a section 136 without them. This is why these anti-psychiatry lobbys and websites get on my tits. It works for me.
And to answer the question - I tried several times. I felt better first, then was hospitalised with more symptoms than before meds (rebound). Sometimes i just got back on after trouble started and felt the same. Im trying to use less now, lowest effective dose. I still hope to slowly come off one day and cope with my thoughts and feelings myself.
When I tried going off meds I had to be hospitalised several times. Other times I did badly but stayed at home and resumed my meds
Once some years ago I managed off meds for several years but then it returned and been on meds ever since
Maybe if I do well over next two years I can try to come off again… don’t know…