I’m pretty sure I would’ve. When I was off meds I was out of my mind. Either that or I would’ve become a prophet to certain people once I made it too the middle east. Pretty sure I would’ve been captured and put in an institution before that though.
How about you, do you think you would’ve ended up in an asylum?
100 years ago a distant uncle was in one of those where you lived out his life for having schizophrenia family not being able to cope turn them over to the state where he would leave occasionally to go on harvest some records have been found but not much has been known I don’t find this funny when you say institutions
Definitely yes. When I was fully psychotic, the government had hacked my mind and was trying to push me into hurting myself. The whole world was in on, the newspapers TV shows, Etc. There is no doubt in my mind that even 50 years ago they would have locked me away and thrown away the key
I would have been sprayed with a hose, beaten and labotomized, I was really far gone when I was psychotic, I was med resistant up until 30mg zyprexa
I still got tazed and beat by cops, and tied down and injected a couple time in my first hospital stay but it’s better than what would have happened that long ago
I read E. Remarque “black obelisk” that some schizophrenic patients just would come back from psychosis and act natural for some time. Then thry were released back into their families for time being